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Last post...

2009-02-21T23:23:00.000-08:00

on this blog. :D

I've decided to stop posting!

Because..

SOMEONE, accused me! Of posting SOMETHING (which I didn't) on this innocent blog!

&she insulted my poor tresses today! Their pride has been hurt!~
maybe I'll cut it, someday, lalallalalala, meanwhile, my curly sideburns are supposedly my trademark okay!

So what if your Trigo is good, huh! Stupid SOMEONE, haha, you can't lead the way! BWAHAHAH. :DDDDDDDDDDDDd

In case you're wondering, this post is mainly to shoot you. Bwahahhahaa, your karma for calling me an insignificant fly.

:D

Okay, I shall be nice, and uncurse that million '------- ------ ----' I cursed just now, I'm such a nice person, aren't I? ((((((((((((:

Today's V'day, so..

2009-02-14T22:30:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day, to alll! :D

had a great afternoon though I was suan-ed half the time, and I even believed the stupid radiation shit, it's supposed to be radioactive anyway.

Had a great dinner afterwhich.

And I've decided to never ask my BF to get me flowers from shops on V'day. Cos florists are uber unfriendly and sickeningly impatient on V'day. &the flower quality isn't as good as normal days'. Large demand = Large difference.

Then... I was telling my brother to never buy flowers, but instead plant them(or something) and on the day itself, hand-wrapped to give his GF. He effing replied that he would NEVER give flowers.

&that he'd rather give a bear.

SO, I said, " Then you must buy a damn big one! You know, those kind that's damn AA one, after your dinner or smth, when you 2 walking around hor, everyone would know that you're a good bf cos your girl is hugging smth half her size! "
He bloody commented, " I got so rich mehhh. Who sponser me, you ah? "

He says it's damn troublesome to have a GF.. and my dad said, " Just you wait, give you a few months, by then hor, you don't even mind baking cheesecake for her already! "

&i said, " YEAH, a few more months, he'll be asking momo how to cook this, how to make that. Then, he will cook for his gf, bake for his gf and everything. "

" siao-ehh.." was all he replied.

!!!

An Interesting Day...

2009-02-13T19:02:00.000-08:00

Today is the 13th of Feb, a Friday, which is also our Valentine's Day in advance and Friday the 13th.

A very interesting day...

Stayed up till 3.30am to finish those cards which might look bah and all, but give me some credit! I completed them with contacts lens in my eyes, potentially endangering my vision.

And cos WQW kidnapped my spectacles and I have no other eye-aids, the contact lens stayed on till I finished everything, which was at 3.3o am.

But actually, I secretly think my cards are full of sincerity, it might look cheapskate but.. I put in alot of effort! Especially the words behind, 23 cards! (:

Ain't cards the most memorable things on Earth? Although handbaked stuffs like choc, cookies and packed sweets are the hot favourites, they're gonna be eaten up and digesting with a span of a few hours, but cards can stay forever! :D

So.. those 23 of you people who got my V'day card, cherish it! :D
I don't make cards all the time. With such noobish skills, it's astonishing that I even attempted, haahhaa. (:

&thankyou to everyone for the V'day wishes and presents! :D
jessica for the cookies, janice for the cookies, guangrui for the cookie and merci, yeekhang for the belgian chocs, susu for the almond chocs, eunice for the sweets, esther for the lollipop and toblerone, edmund for the toblerone, sophiasaw for the sweets, qiwei for the card, tinghui for the cookies, xiaoling for the name thingy, huiyi for the cookies, cheryl for the rocher, jieying for the lollipop and (chop), yixin for the popokae, huixian for the cactus and materials! :D

Considering that it was Friday the 13th, nothing really bad happened (i wasn't late for school, that's good), other than getting called by Siva for Public Speaking while I was busy cutting hearts, almost falling asleep in SS cos of the miserable 3 hours of sleep and the most interesting part of the day..

I'd wanted to reach home early so I left esther&qw at around 3plus, I think. Chased after 190 and got a nice window seat, perfect for sleeping and 'sight-seeing', so I fell asleep after a few stops, probably cos of that 3 hours. And by the time I woke up, I found myself looking out of the window at CHJIMES, yes, the church where lotsa people get married at somewhere in Bras Basah.

I had overshot.

First time ever, to overshoot that far, what an interesting experience. Crossed the road to get back and within the span of say 45 mins, or so, I slipped in and out of lalaland and I finally reached home at 5.35.

Yes, all in an attempt to get home early, how twisted can life get.

And also, another adventure with buses.
TH&I were waiting at Berth 16, bus 187 at Woodland Int, and after 5mins, a 963 appeared at Berth 15, and we regretted not queueing in the middle of those 2 berths.

So, this 2 basketball guys in front of us jumped over the railing while in the queue for 187 to board 963 instead.

" Don't you regret not taking 963? "
" Yeah.. aiyah, do the same as those 2 guys lor." -jokingly-
" You can get over the railing? " -i didn't know she was serious-
" Can ba.."
" Okay, " and she proceeded to tiptoe over the railing, which at that point of time, I thought she was trying out whether she can make it not. Who knew that she'd run off after getting through, leaving me flabbergasted with a :O look on my face.

And my short legs didn't help much so I had to propped myself with one leg and jumped with the other, after 2 tries, I trailed behind her, lugging my 5kg bag, 2kg file and mini cactus in my hand.

I laughed at her unglam pose for 5 good mins on the bus, that was until my momo called to scold me.

A long post and I feel like I've done my due part to update, although these events are those that are interesting to me, but probably ramblings to everyone else. (:

Okay, I'm gonna go get my longdue sleep. Shitass tired.

2009-02-10T23:05:00.000-08:00

You said it like it was our fault.
You said it like we did it on purpose.
You said it like you had no wrongs.

I've chosen to shut up. And continue the facade.
so tired. so so so tired of everything.. i want a longlonglong sleep, and never wake up.

2009-01-27T22:15:00.000-08:00

Had fun today, great company, much gambling and yes, I won quite a sum in all, though considerately little compared to 2008 at Brandon's house.

Went to Branded Tan's, Qin-jie's and Queenie's house, lotsa gambling and WOOHOO, I didn't lose though I get kuku cards all the time. :D

Happy Chinese New Year, people. (:

The lion dance troupe that came to my house ytd sent a lion who doesn't blink it's eyes! Like it didn't flutter it's eyelids, why! Should flutter more mah! Look more flirtatious and alluring, ahaha.

Watched 'The Wedding Game' with my folks ytd afternoon too, ahh, so-so show, nothing much.

It's bad when you have nothing to do at night on the first day of CNY, haha.

When everything is expensive and far, 3 mad girls met up initially to play with sparklers and in the end, Yixiu couldn't find a lighter and we end up powdering foundation on her and talking by the canal.

Jor was sugar-high, haha. I am SO SANE lah! :D

6D~!! (love)
Reunion dinner on Fri, slacking at Fox's.
I DIDN'T HONG YOUR GUY LORRRRRR, CXY, AHAHAH! :DDDDDD

KNS, I missed the tonning at XY's house, sadded. ):

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ANYWAY, I srsly feel like ponning sch tml&thurs, hai.. Tests, homework, art research..
4 days of break is hardly satisfying..

bah.
vexed, 心烦..
苦恼，是我太敏感吗？还是我已不再是以前的我了。。
成长这过程，我经验了许许多多，但我仿佛没成熟到。我还是那么小孩子气，那么幼稚，那么没恼，白痴，而仍然那么天真。

Well Done, Girls. (:

2009-01-12T20:36:00.000-08:00

(:

actually I didn't intend to update, but felt the need to since the girls did so well.

CONGRATS TOHTINGHUI&WANGQIWEI&NGYIXIN for clinching your A1, :D
esp tinghui who insisted that she won't get a good grade since she had 20plus words in hanyupinyin.

as well as susu&jessica darling, (:
and renxian, xinyi, haha, I kinda forgot who else already lahhh.

haha, so, well done to the many others. Jiayous for the others who didn't get your desired grade, must 坚持到底！((((((((:

RENXIAN OWES ME A TREAT! :D 23/1! (:

YEEKHANG is a damn vainpot! DAMN VAIN LAH! I was like " :O " when he said something I thought only my brother will say. 0.0

Oh, &I'm so proud of my brother, he got 4distinctions. L1R4 = 10 pts, L1R5 = 16 pts.
Which bloody means I've gotta get at least 5 distinctions in 2010 to not disappoint my folks. )))))):

MUST BUCK UP ALREADY, ):
I think the feeling of getting 8 distinctions will be very shiok uhm, haha, whahaha, muahahaha, bwahaha, okay, shut up, Sandy. Stop daydreaming uhm.

O level art themes coming in soon, buddha bless that it's relevant to my limited imagination. (:

2009-01-01T23:57:00.000-08:00

Temptation, a temptation to skip to somewhere else, instead of staying on, here at swirlytwirls.

2009 is here.

No more 2008, no more foolish stuffs, no more distractions, no more regrets, no more, no more screwing ups.

Cos everything has changed. You, me, he, she, him, her, them, they, yes, everyone, everything.

and I'm gotta leave the house at 6am, bless me.

New Year Resolutions will come in soon, got quite a long list now, (:

cheers to 2009! :D

2008-12-26T14:39:00.000-08:00

Seems like you can't even be bothered to do something proper. A rushed work when matched up with yours is still, better, though I'm pretty sure yours is rushed as well.

Alas.

What a pity, what a pity..

2008-12-25T22:16:00.000-08:00

And the mood is back for a midnight movie and Kbox session.

But it's okay, I'm gonna wait. (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS, all! :D

2008-12-24T23:07:00.000-08:00

Christmas Eve!

Went for Christmas Dinner with family just now, (:
&log cakes are so pwetty. :D

why're you forever so busy, so busy that I haven't talked to you properly for 2 days..
feels like you're ignoring meee. ):

2008-12-23T01:07:00.000-08:00

Got cheated of $12, wasted 1 hour and 30 mins and $1.30 transport fees.

I could have used that money for a proper meal at pzhut instead, it'd be so much more worth. Jette cheated Bibi and Bibi in turn, doesn't want to be the only one cheated, and thus, I got scammed too.

Chickennehneh!

Never mind, Christmas is the Season of Giving & Sharing.

2008-12-21T00:53:00.000-08:00

Here's the China Trip pictures, lazy to blog it out after tagging them for what seems like forever. 300+ pictures, haha, mostly rubbish though. (((((((((:

Youtube has been my friend for 3 weeks, haha.
1st week - 1 Litre Of Tears.
2nd week(end) - The Little Nyonya & 霹靂 MIT.
3rd week - 不良笑花/ Miss No Good.

& successfully neglected my holiday assignments, woohoo, 12 more days to do, roahhhhr. DDDDDDDDD:
am very doomed.

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seems like I didn't mention much about Camp Tutti, haha, I enjoyed it mostly. Though I totally screwed up Prince of Egypt and I don't really like the music parts (despite it being a band camp.. I was seriously in for just the fun. )
Mass games were loads of fun.
Amazingly, we won the cheer comp. with our S, U, Double C, E, Double S!
I had great group members like total gayshit Jason, super Shanice lookalike Huaiyue, quiet then noisy JinLan, always complaining of fatigue but super adorable Alyssa, mad-musician Edwin and facilitator Sheryl who is so much like Judith.

Ahh, and sleeping in a sleeping bag for 2 nights, I realized even with limited space in the bag, I still move, from vertical with XL to having turned 90 degrees (first night) and 45degrees (second night) anti clockwise when I woke up. Bless XL for the fact that we were sleeping in sleeping bags, else she would have been kicked far across the room.

Playing catching at night is damn shuang.
Not to mention using strange objects in substitute of the ball in Captain's Ball, like grass jelly and joint lightsticks, haha.

&I'm quite dumb for causing my palm to be slightly scalded. I actually went to try out the hot side of the water cooler by placing my palm directly beneath the opening with its 100degrees Celsius water.
Lesson learnt: Always lets others demo first.

Most importantly (!!!), Edwin is a damn great Food IC! His QualityCheck damn zai okay! Love mealtimes the most cos of the darn nice food. Best camp food ever, budget yet nice! &the cordial and milo gets better with each try, so..

With Practice, Comes Improvement. (:

Yeah, you guys have never tried playing your instruments together at 12am, it's worth a try. Though I fell asleep during times when I don't know what or how to practice. Cos I can't read scales nor scores other than the basic of the basics, and I don't like to go beyond my limit for music, I prefer to settle for stuffs I can handle. Don't wanna be too ambitious, hoho.

Was tired enough to sleep on 180 throughout the whole journey home, and I woke up to see a ahma staring in my direction, scared the shit out of me!

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I think I'm not welcome to update this blog, haha, just when I type till shuangshuang, my sister tripped over my laptop wire, viola, gotta restart, and in blogger, with each paragraph I type, 2 paragraphs disappears for some reason. Super ass, okay! Notepad saves the day, haha.

and just when I thought I escaped the fate of having to do the quiz from EdmundTan, Agnes throws me the same one. Hoho.

But I'm too lazy to do it using the laptop, I'm like a disabled without their wheelchair, having my laptop without its mouse now. So, skins and quiz will appear when I happen to use the PC. (:

Just to tease someone,
I can now watch youtube in the comforts of my bed! :D
(actually since 3 weeks ago, hohoho! )

Christmas' coming! :D
who's going to countdown? Let's all make Bibi the old nyonya jealous! :DDDDDDDD
maybe we should be nice by videocalling her to countdown with her on the plane, haha!

And curse the Blk9 event!! It clashes with Monday's episode of The Little Nyonya! ))):
Double episodes!!!! )))))))))))))))):
Yueniang in danger uhhhh!!! ))))))))))))))))))))))):
and youtube users upload TLN episodes as fast as my sister reading books.

Ahwell, this seems to be quite long, so I probably won't update that soon again, (:

P.S. I die also wanna work on 1st Jan! Double pay!! Reminiscing with those staffs!!! :DDDDDD

2008-12-18T22:53:00.000-08:00

Back from Camp Tutti.

Shitass tired.

Gonna go get some sleep.

就让回憶停止呼吸成冰。
I'm just gonna let it stay, etched as it was, Byebye.

2008-12-15T02:06:00.000-08:00

BAND CAMP TML! FROM MON TO WED.

HAHA, MISS ME PEOPLE! :D

AWH, I KNOW YOU GUYS WOULD! (:

my bag looks damn funny, like who the hell would bring a tote bag which looks like it can contain 2 basketballs zipped up to a band camp, and yes, I'm gonna stuff my sleeping bag in it.

OH, I MUST THANK CHUAXINYI FOR BEING MY LIFESAVIOUR, HAHA, suaysuay, I only found out that my sleeping bag is without its cover and hengheng, xinyi lives near me and is willing to wake up at 7.30 am to pass me hers, like what are friends for! :D

Friends are always there to say, " Words don't mean a Single SHIT! " :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-12-13T23:16:00.000-08:00

Feeling so unloved lately, haha.

I think I can understand why QW felt so when no one replied to her smses. Though mine a totally different case. Haha, I'm so bored that I'm practically posting everyday, ohyeah, I'm bored out of my mind.

Gibberish thinkings.

I dreamt of so many stuffs yesterday.. that i woke up all emo and stuffs.

Guess Panadol worked so well that I slept till some time after 1pm, with my toothache gone, bliss.

Then I watched The Little Nyonya for the rest of the day, since I missed the first few episode while I was in China, watching KBSWorld every night, haha.

Shitness, I should stop posting about my day, it sounds like I can do nothing but watch youtube.

Oh, and I've been having my dinner at Bangkit almost every night. Haven't ate any food cooked by my mom for.. almost 2 weeks.

I'm just complaining that I feel neglected, don't mind me.

2008-12-12T00:56:00.000-08:00

Having a shitass toothache now for some unknown reasons, and it's effing aching. Been eons since any of my tooth hurt.. bah!

IT CAUSING SUCH A PAIN TO ME! ROAHHHHRRRRR!

and for some reasons, mainly Bibi continuing to update me about pzhut, I miss working there so much. If only O levels weren't next year, I won't mind working during school term too.
especially when it seems like all the fun is happening now..
-boboi, my nemesis quited.
-syimah, the uber lazy and irritating girl got snubbed by CU.
-it's x'mas season now! with the hats and x'mas meals!!!
and many much more I suppose, QW just keep updating me with more&more news.

Felt so nostalgic when I passed by CWP pzhut today!! ):

Band this week was okay, playing bassdrum #4, the 4 of us were mostly taking turns so..kept sleeping cos of the nice AC in AVA Room and the non-required us are really rather bored and sleeping kills time so... I'm feeling so guilty now. :X

Restless these few days, bad moods and now this effing bad toothache, bah!

But, on a damn much HAPPIER note..

I've watched Twilight already! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
at CWP Cathay, haha. And the funny part was, we took couple seats and ended up using the arm thingy to seperate it for 2 indiv seats!

Sneaks today till 18th I guess, but the threatre was quite filled for the first day!

edwardcullen, bellaswan, alicecullen, jaspercullen, rosaliecullen, emmettcullen, carlislecullen, esmecullen, charlieswan, mikenewton, ericyorkie, jessicastanley! ❤

plans to try watching it again on 18th Dec, alone! :D
where's the most secluded cinema anyway? (:

painpainpainpain.
I realized that I'm such a whinner. Bah.

and that I missed today's episode of The Little Nyonya.

Oh, not forgetting that I lauged at Bibi for being an old nyonya, lalala, hahas! Super LOL, cos she replied:

" then you'd better be nice to me, or I won't marry you off to a Baba! "

which is rather funny cos I didn't know Bibis are involved in approving marriage or smth and do they even marry Babas? 0.0

Oh, and I am damn picky for skins. Han pointed that out and lmao-ed at my current skin. ):
but it's hard to find something that catches my eye! Seriously, blogskins.com isn't my friend anymore.

This post's so ranty.. right, shall stop. :D

2008-12-10T17:13:00.001-08:00

Today was a bad day. Bad, bad day with a big, black cloud over me. It just didn't pour, I'm thinking it will in a few hours' time.

2008-12-10T15:40:00.000-08:00

Temp skin, blogskins.com doesn't cater to my likes now.
and Mary says she can't see my posts so..

Guess this shall do till some skins catches my eye someday.

I hope I win, first time to do something so dumb, haha.

2008-12-09T23:17:00.000-08:00

I was about to type something damn vulgar, but, ah, decide against it.

I'm still feeling vulgar now.

What's your problem seriously?

I can't stand it. I am not in the wrong, never was I, and never will be. I'm not bring stubborn, I'm just being fair to myself.

Just gimme a break.

How f-ed up is this.

2008-12-08T23:16:00.000-08:00

If only I was still working.

It's so annoying to have parents who first suggest that you get a job for the holidays since you're so free, then decide you're gonna get too influenced by it and asks you to quit, after which expecting you to be at home for the rest of the month assuming that if you're not working, there's no reason for you to be not at home. Ridiculous.

I get easily bored left at home, even for just 1 day. It's not strange that I would want to be up and about, running around outside all day when I'm bored, is it not? It's not wrong either, in my opinion, to make plans if I have nothing on, it's human's natural reaction.

Empty slot for today? Fill it up then!

If I am working, I'll still be going out on my off days.
Now that I'm not working, I seek every mean to get my butt out of the house.

and you 2 are never happy with that, what's the use of being at home all day if all I do is watch tv, play my laptop, watch youtube, eat maggi mee for meals and nap at inappropriate timings?
That's a total waste of time.

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I wished I had been smarter like John. Kept some RMM then and change it to Sg money to spend. Making me feel like all I do is to keep asking for money from them. It's not my fault that the money I earned is with my savings in the bank, neither is it my fault that I often need money when I go out uh, who doesn't spend money once they're outside, regardless for food or other stuffs.

I hate it when it's the holidays and I don't get my allowance automatically. Gotta ask for it and state the reasons, bah.

I don't really like holidays now, I'm so irritated by the homework I have yet to complete. No motivation whatsoever with a week of band as well as JJC camp coming up and the maybe-Malaysia trip.

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OKAY, I wanna go sleep now.
After the damn full meal today with oldclique and some almost puking moments, not to mention the memorable MRT delay which was spent digesting most of the food, I'm quite tired. Shall update again soon.

2008-12-05T20:39:00.000-08:00

My maid is here! Damn happy.

I am so damn spoilt, bah.

But still gotta train her, tell her where're the stuffs etc., and it's tough. Her English ain't very good and I don't look like I can speak Malay, yeah.

&she's mega good.
The moment she saw my clothes closet. She asked if she should take everything out and refold them. Like the only thing others would tell me is, " when are you gonna tidy it? '' , esp my mom.

It feels so good to have a maid again, after that damn incident previously! HAHA! :D
plus her name is so cute, " Dewi! Help me take this, ..."

She looks too young for me to call her " auntie " like my previous maids. But she's married already! Only 23 years old but already married!

NO MORE DISH-WASHING, CLOTHES FOLDING, AND OTHER HOUSEHOLD CHORES ALREADY! &MY MOM HAS NO MORE EXCUSE TO ACCUSE THE HOUSE OF BEING UNTIDY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I am in a damn good mood! LALALALALALALALA~

2008-12-04T20:46:00.000-08:00

BAH! I can't believe I just did some Emaths on my own accord, okay, I strive to finish that set by today, or maybe tml. (:

Went Bras Basah with WQW on Tuesday, &I only spent $20+! That's a considerably small amount uh! And I marvel at WQW's control over her expenses, only $60+, wth, I spent so much the other time! D:

But, haha, just look at her active online shopping. :D
I really can't say the same. Hoho.

I can't believe she is so sensitive and sentimental lah! She cried nonstop for 8 hours or so. Scary uh.

&bloody her, her tudou doesn't lack at all. My youku takes so long to load! Was trying to watch 霹雳MIT and I only managed to get 20 mins loaded in 1 hour. Wasted my morning. Bah!

Typical us were then tabulating the costs to split in Yoshinoya, haha.

;
Went to study with Edmund & Esther early in the morning, but viola, we were eating Subway in one hour's time and I had to rush home to register some stuffs for Dad.
So Esther & her bf came to my house, one was re-reading New Moon and playing PSP, the other playing with Barbie while introducing Bloxorz to me, bloody nice game it was too.

&I spent my remaining time on the comp playing that. Haha, intriguing game.

;
So, I went Badminton-ing today with Xiaoling, ZhiHui and Joshua. 3 of us played for 5 hours! Josh left after 2 hours for tuition. From 9am to 2++pm! Amazing considering me being barefooted, after my toes couldn't tahan the bloody shoe and my soles totally blackened and sored, XL and ZH zapped out.

Well, halfway through, XL, Josh and ZH were indulging in their smacking-one-another-with-the-shuttlecocks game. But mostly was aimed at XL, haha!
&it was damn funny seeing them ambushing XL. Okay, I'm such a bad friend. BUT, I laughed damn loud to 'inform' XL uh. (:

But we proceeded to eat Botak Jones after sweating for 5hours to fatten ourselves, wasted! Was super full after that, great meal. :D

Hoping that I won't have muscle aches tml. ):

2008-12-01T04:27:00.000-08:00

Half-way through my China trip's post, &I'm quite lazy to continue. Oops.
plus photobucket is giving me problems, bahhhhh.
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Half-way through the X'mas present list as well, covered most people. (:
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Half-way through the torturous&most major DIY project now, thanks to Esther.
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If only I'm half-way through homework already. Bah. &to think, I'm likely to be out for the next 3 days or so. Alas.

Oh, but my pay is still safely untouched, bless me. :D
-specially to qw, the rich woman, haha!

2008-11-25T00:00:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

DON'T MISS ME. (:

THOUGH I'M SERIOUSLY NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS HOLIDAY TRIP, BUT I HOPE I HAVE FUN. :D

HAHA, OKAY, SEE YA ALL ON SUNDAY! :D

TILL THEN,
SAN <3

2008-11-20T20:06:00.000-08:00

I feel like chopping off my hair. Maybe I will, (:

but i'll probably just cut it shorter, by a lil.

2008-11-19T01:49:00.000-08:00

Sorry, I meant no offence with regards to whatever I said. It was just plain cruelty to me.

2008-11-19T01:48:00.000-08:00

It's been so long~

Really can't be bothered to update. 'Cos I'm back to being a no-lifer.

Wed, 12.11.2008

Visit to SPH.

their walkway gallery, full of framed newspapers.

spastic old man, :D

Doggie&herDODO!

AA, Mushroom, DODO.

MUSHROOM, DODO.

I can't imagine working in offices.. I will either: a) suffocate. b)lose my way. c)look at everyone else instead.

miao~

loves the spiral staircase. ((((((((((((:

i like the wheel wheel thing, it's damn fun to turn. :DDDD

before everyone chapped in.

after everyone chapped in and leaving only susu's hands behind dodo's head.

shelfs and shelfs of books and files filled with clippings.

SUSU! (:

DOGGIE&herDODO! (:

Food, their pantry is one sofa with a table full of these..

Zhihui said he imagined himself sitting there 10 years later..

SPIRAL STAIRCASES! :D

ME&SUSU! (:
with yilei peeking at the camera, hahaa! :D

Best Picture I took of DODO, as only 30% of her big head is visible! :D

Attempt #1.

Attempt #2.

Mother&Daughter, with their award. 0,0
some cheapo clipping thing.

susu's face is the main attraction of this picture. ((((((((((((:

TADAAH!

Thurs, 13.11.2008

3L1 @ChekJawa Wetlands

for huixian. (((((:

SPAS CB.

mySEXYGLORIA! :DDD

everyone was emo-ing..

emoemo.

siansian.

" I AM NOT EMO! :D " smiles FAZ.

sunshine~

what's so special about this boat? (:
not the angmo kids sitting in there.

but..

plants on the boat!

A soso cyclist and a none cyclist. who ended up a minor mishap.

-gasps!- who's that?

IZYAN THE GREAT!

we were.. 'lucky' (?) to see 2 wild boars.
even during obs, we saw none lah!

there!

the viewing tower.

msaza seriously didn't know how to use my phone.. she was supposed to take a picture of us.
but she exclaimed she needs flash.. when all the while, it was in video mode. o,o

elephant shit under the walkway.

mudskipper.

emoemo.

some weird flowers.

I was effing untyping this red plastic bag from the barrier to see what was inside. Then some idiot boo-ed me and I.. dropped it into the vast sea.

Cool house. (:
with displays inside, blah, if only it was real..

we were there till sunset! HAHA! so chio uh! :D

-kidding, we left at 2plus. this was taken through someone's shades.

machiam changi airport, no?

seriously.

uncle-ish Ridhwan.

someone's mr Pika.

Sat, 15.11.2008

Balloon Twisting Workshop @Alpha Plus Learning Centre.

the advanced side.

the noob side..

2008-11-11T23:18:00.000-08:00

Ugh, throat's acting up again, damn, times when I want to be sick, I can't, and when I don't wanna be sick, I would. Shit you, stupid body system.
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I've reached the words 'The End' already. ):

and after this series, I hardly find any more books that look appealing to me. But I still like Lisa Gardner. 0:

anyway, went to TPY's Popular yesterday. &I spent the medium among the others. (:
and my list was this long..

.. with only vocab and MT relevant for next year. Well, there was guidebook for Chem&Bio too.
&I realized I bought too many blue pens. ): now, I want more black coloured pens.
Uhm, so I want another 20% voucher, haha!

Surprise, surprise!
The weather was fine that day, with some light downpour here and there, though the weather forecast reported a thunderstorm. (:
&I was that close to bringing an umbrella. Miracles are indeed man-made. A nice person, will always prone to be nice. :D
-note: i wasn't really talking about the weather. haha! only a few would get what i mean. (:

I've made a discovery..
4 packets of Economic Beehoon is damn heavy. What with 3 chickenwings, 3 eggs and 2 hotdogs included, man, but it's damn satisfying.

Thursday will the last day to see BPGHS @TW Campus!
and I wanted to be AA a lil by sitting in the middle of the field today, haha. But it got spoilt by..

The Girl Who Wants To Be a *.

Here, a song for you! :

Posing for cameras.

She was trying out the Koizora thing..

Es shitting in the middle of the field.
Ha, and she has an identical one of me in her phone.

Bye, BigTree.

Bye, TW Campus.
3 years of seeing you every school day, it'll be weird to go back all of a sudden.

&I still miss the 6D classroom that was mega bigness then, not to mention the EXCO room with the switches that leads to nothing and windows that can't be open.
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spent 1 hour today looking for something BPP apparently doesn't have. But I got something nice enough to compensate that hour wasted. (:
&it was cheap. ((:

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Mrs Wong gives marks like this..
Siva.. gives marks like giving compliments. Too much is never too good.

I can't imagine how I managed to hun through HMT and with this score, that has never once showed itself in front of me this year in MT.

Arty-Fartiness. (:

2008-11-04T19:29:00.000-08:00

Y'know, when nights get boring... analysis tests comes in place:

Sandy is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Sandy will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Sandy an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.
-PMS isn't my thing okay. My moods just get the better of me. (:
and I'm mostly a happy and smiling girl. :D

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Sandy is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.
-hmm, maybe more of reading then hearing?

Sandy is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.
-yes, that basically says that I only come to a decision when there isn't any more time to ponder anymore.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Sandy doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
-good to know that I'm good at interacting socially, haha!

Sandy will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Sandy believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
-shall see, shall see.

Sandy will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Sandy's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. (sounds like a compliment. (: ) She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Sandy slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.
-stop blaming me for being slow, results have now shown.. creativity does not go with speed! :D

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Sandy can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Sandy is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Sandy basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
-man, I've seen that twice today, damn confident of myself.. (??)

Sandy is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
-do tell me if i've insulted you, am trying to be a nice person, you see. (:
so don't try poking me uh, you've been warned. I want peace, okay.

Sandy has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Something is incomplete in Sandy's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption.
-yes, yes, thanks for the enlightenment, I've yet to figure out what's missing now.. ):

Sandy is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.
-heck, apparently I wasn't careful enough to stop a band of scammers from throwing their loot, namely a trombonist's band file into my already heavy bag.

And yes, I left my unpacked bag in a corner for 3 days till I decided to get some homework out and voila! New discovery, I've got a brand new file with trombone scores inside, wee.
I am not petty. Just a little more likely to bear grudges, and that's what you have to learn for having to deal with scheming friends, yes, pointing to you 3 evil pigs.

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Was, very, very, bored.

There's always time when the homework that needs to be done doesn't look very appealing and the computer that shouldn't be touched doesn't look that appealing either but you just decide to plop on the chair anyway and stare at it, even with nothing specific in mind to do. That's the best of what I can put into words how I feel now.

Life sucks, and then you die.
-J. Black

I wish that was as easy as it sounds, wolfie.

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I'm in the rambling mood, shit everything else now.

I dislike MU, I hate it when they start jabbering at one another in foreign tongues, especially when I know it's directed at me. Thank you very much, but I'd much rather I don't get to hear my compliments in another language, I am very honored to be of such significance to that extent.

I hate bengs and lians, or rather act bengs and lians. &I oppose to piercings in weird places, namely above lips, lips, nose and chins. I am still a rather conservative person though I'm a maturing teen and the society's opening up to fashions trends like the said one, but heck, hide what you know people can't accept. Things normally work better that way.

I pity people with outdated lingo, maybe it's just me. But ain't 'action' an adverb belonging to the vocabulary primary school kids held on to back then? I'm a very subjective person, yes, I criticize though I'm nowhere better.

I'm so annoyed by this holiday. Feeling free yet the calendar says otherwise. I hate that time passes so fast yet goes by so darn slow, life's an irony.

And a bitch, with a nice ass.
-B

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Well, on a happier note, spent some quality time with my momo as well as HSM3-ed with Han yesterday, hope Han has gotten over the dancing craze now. I was feeling retarded standing beside a mad whirling dumbo who was going "Together, together. Everyone!" :D

2008-11-02T23:11:00.000-08:00

Went Prawning!

shake shake, wriggle wriggle.

no one dared to touch the prawn initially, haha!

"I PULL OUT YOUR DAMN CLAWS AH! "

we were noobs at removing the hook from the prawn, I felt so sorry for those pathetic 4 prawns who suffered our torture. ):

the damn thing that kiapped me twice.

waiting, and waiting, and waiting..

well, we weren't the lousiest. saw this couple who only caught 2 prawns. (:
but obviously they weren't there for the prawns..

our 4 pathetic prawns. ):
with lotsa lotsa salt, :P
the pit was like filled with more salt than charcoal lah!

fox trying to prove that he has what it takes to get a prawn hooked in 10 mins.
well, let's just say luck's not on his side. [:
look at what other ppl get to eat!!! DDDDDDDDDDDD:

jor showing off her fabulously succulent prawn, well, her only one.
just look at that smirk! at least all of us got 1 prawn each. [:

enjoyment.
rx trying to bring out the bliss of eating prawns caught by ourselves.

crowded, no wonder no prawns left for us..

Dinner @BukitTimah.

Cockles, guess how much one plate cost?
$3.

Fox was the first to get his hands on the kangkong!
And damn nice it was.

super yummy stingray, &damn cheap considering the size! :D

well, haha, we were feeling duper hungry. (:

The not that fresh prawns, ): with jor's peace.

All that was left... [:

Well, weekend was spent rather eventfully.
Worked on Sat for the whole day and man, I got totally pissed off nearing the end, urgh, moodswings moodswings. I dislike MU, period.

And thank heavens for Jane and Birong, making it possible for me to escape to bar counter.
Ha, bar duty is fun. I regretted saying emptying cups are bah, when it's really quite enjoyable. [:

Worked till 4 today and rushed off to Bishan to meet the 3 prawning people. Jor is damn impromptu, haha, some prawn-catching indeed.

Only got 4 prawns in 3 hours! D:
and it was like 4 prawns for $30.. the guys were more towards prawning while Jor&I were twilight-ing alot. She gave so much spoilers for Breaking Dawn! D:

Went for dinner at BukitTimah.
But on the bus trip there, it totally felt like the other time after NYGH's choir concert! Well, without XY though. See girl! You missed out SO MUCH FUN! :x

Ate zicha and with full stomachs and empty wallets, we went home, haha.
Though the money was worth for the amount of food we ordered. The meal was so heartwarming okay! Never ate out with my friends like that before.

& ite, the 4 of us planned so many stuffs to do in this holiday. (:
studying at changi while watching planes take off, clarity cafe, seoul garden, zicha, pasirris, bbq, steamboat, and the list goes on! :D

thanks for making me feel like life's not all about work and sch. [:

though I'm intending to maybe zhai abit and start on homework tml. DDD:
oh, and HSM3 tml! :D

well, gotta put off ic making till a later date then. :X

2008-10-31T20:35:00.000-07:00

Here's something nice:

The Pumpkin XL gave us. :D

-glares-

with a star on its stem. [:

Lunch @ Swenson's.

It was super AA-ness uh!

Too bad that we didn't become 吃草的 customers. D: It'd have been so fun, haha.

Esther with her MegaHugeAssBigBurger.

and again, Es' whoopin' big burger.

HX's smoked salmon baked rice, with Es' US flag there, hah.

Halloweeny XL.

XL's Beef Baked Rice.

Spas XL & her US beef rice.

She doesn't like to take pictures. But she isn't fast enough. (:

Some photo Es took. Artistic boh?

Don't blame this ~~mentally challenged girl~~ bimbo. [:
it's not everyday that we decide to be bimbos and take pictures like it's our life.

Here's a fine example ^

Bimbos of the day.

"What? Me? Bimbo?! I made pumpkins for your leih! D: "

Counting money--

Halloween Special! :D

tinghui's recommendation some time ago.

pics after lunch at GardenPlaza.

Halloween Madness.

Chio dress! She looks like she's from the Victoria Era!

Victoria with her pinkish sister.

XL and the 2 sweet girls.

Cute Hulk, :D

That grumpy kid on far right was showed the true blue Halloween spirit!

How's this for young Edward.C ? (:

Them with their Pointy Hats!
if only they celebrated Halloween back then. ]:

The Halloween Setup.

I think I totally didn't filter any pictures out for this post, maybe some, haha.
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Freedom! not totally. ):
But no more early mornings! :D
I can finally continue with my Twilight Saga now. [:

Good nights! :D

2008-10-29T18:27:00.000-07:00

Bah, I feel like sleeping, but I have no excuse to be tired.

FTP coming to an end. Finally. I feel exhausted even without doing any work.

,
Times have changed. I thought that was obvious enough.
mind's been blank recently, i don't know what i want anymore.

idon'tloveyou, likeido, yesterday~
ahh yes, i'm trying.
&I don't feel that nice a person recently.

But no, it's got nothing to do with pms, I'm just finding it hard to be nice nowadays. [:

;
Sharing work experiences is so fun, haha. I'm enjoying work suddenly, is that a bad thing?

}
I think there's a time for people to feel totally restless and negligent, now's my time.

Ahhh, apologies to whoever I offended.

2008-10-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

Bah, should be sleeping now. Maybe 10 more minutes.

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ha, first time. in 3 years, I was absent from school, the whole day. I have never been absent from school, even at times when I got MCs!
though I was late on many occasions. (:

BUT, I was absent ytd! Effing hell man, if I can't even turn up at school, then it's definitely a big thing already uh!

Though I used to think having headaches that bad was ridiculous, but hey! Try it yourself, sucks big time. Just sitting up can kill, what more taking a bus to school, then sitting through lessons when you really literally see stars and hear bells.

No idea what the hell that was all about, but somehow it's linked to fatigue and dehydration. Hah, and so I slept my whole day away. [:

it could be newmoon too, for some reasons, cried at one part, couldn't remember which now, ]:
when i was about to finish up, i just fell asleep and poof! i woke up with a splitting headache. Yappiness for me!
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Oh, main point was, I didn't see Tiger today, neither did I pass him my parent's letter. Therefore, it's likely that I'm gonna die a horrible death on Tuesday, ah, bliss.

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VPng has irritated me big time, wth, wth, wth! I need time! Everyone needs time for their own change to take place! By your damn actions, you are effing forcing us to drop! From my little % of wanting to drop AM, after your damn talk, I am totally not interested whatsoever in reconsidering my options for the benefits of my future! You damn ass! I am gonna tear that blue form on Tuesday, after its shown to my parents. You are wasting their time! If our own parents support us in whatever we think is best for us, then why for shove your damn ass into this! A call wouldn't do, then how much can a face-to-face talk promise!? I am gonna prove, I don't care how, that I can manage time well, and effing get a better grade for AM, and pull up my EM, & I don't need to drop a subject which I admit, has no commitment nor devotion from me, not even 50% so that I can spend more time on other subjects. It's a redundant choice! If you'd been sensitive enough, the sarcasm could have gotten to you just now. Man, what a saikang you're being given and you enjoy it so much! ASS!

[:
there, i'm happier now, gotta sleep.
staff meeting early in the morning tml, no sleep in for me. ]:

2008-10-21T16:59:00.000-07:00

Bloody shit. I've got phobia towards spaghetti now. No more spag, just fusilli and penne. And I hate bolognese.

Almost late for school, again.
Late nights and waking up at 7.05am, I hope it doesn't turn into a habit. (:

Finished Twilight, man, I honestly thought it wouldn't be as nice as what everyone claimed it to be, but hey! I kept thinking about it during work. Saw the movie trailer. Edward doesn't look as suave as described in the book. ): and Bella, alas, though she was albino? Rosaline isn't as chio either! Hmm, Carlisle is damn good looking though. But the trailer seems nice enough. It's so long away! 18 DEC! Goodness. ):

New Moon seems boring, but not much time to read now. D:

Bad headache now, gonna just go finish some homework and sleep, well, maybe a bit of reading won't kill.
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Oh, I turned up for band. Finally, I know.
But I was slacking. Not much to do, since I mimic-ed XL's playing for warmups and played triangle for Storybrook Mountain (?) . Was sleeping, alot. 2009 will be a different story! :D

Hmm, Thursday is Movie Noon! :D and they're showing CampRock, yippeness! Though it hasn't got any links to band, ha! But it's got nice songs alright.

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and shittiness, I'm 15 already. Bah.

i crave for the beach and the air, i yearn for the sun and the wind. yet i squirmed at the rain and clouds.

2008-10-15T22:45:00.000-07:00

Well, I practically live for these arty farty pictures, [:
Though it was taken by a noobass 2 megapixel phone.
ha,it'stml,butidon'tfeelanyexcitement,nospecialfeelings,thoughi'vebeenwaitingforsuchalongtime. butnevertheless, gonnacatchupwmypschpalstml,gottabegladforthat. [: maybei'madamnsensitiveperson, butmsaza'swords? thenthisweirdguy,talkaboutcontroversyhuh.
A mask is all but nothing, just a facade.

Judgement Day #1

2008-10-15T22:24:00.000-07:00

Last day being a 14.

I'm gonna join those old old kiddos aged 15 tomorrow! Alas.
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Bad start today, didn't get what I expected.
maybe it was my own fault for being so incompetent, but it's okay, i'm gonna be striving next year.

But, English cheered me up! :D
ha, first time to attempt descriptive for major exams and managed to get a good score! and letter writing was cool, highest score in personal history for letter writing. [:
compre sucked, ]:
summary pulled up everything, I am so effing proud of my summary, haha!

I flunked almost all of Siva's practices, you see.

I AM DAMN HAPPY FOR CHINESE LAH! LIKE OH-MY-BUDDHA OKAY!
First time it wasn't a just pass for paper2.
First time I attempted bzbd and felt safe, and got a safe mark.
First time I got more than a C for Chinese.
Effing Buddha, I can die with no regrets now.

SS wasn't that bad, deproved though, alas, just hope Lit wouldn't be worse, at least a B. [:

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I think I'm gonna flop out of O' Art. Could be my flu or the rainy weather, but I was totally nodding off while Mr Tan was telling us about uh, I forgot what. Ahhh, tired tired.

Alright, I should get some sleep now. [:
prepare for judgement day tml.

haiyah, maybe i'm sensitive, but..

2008-10-12T00:39:00.000-07:00

First day of work..

was rather, uhm, ENJOYABLE okay! Miraculously.

If you minus that ache in my poor short legs now and that unlucky mishap with the dishes and almost collision (x 100 times) with Grace, Daryl and Boboi, it's was a totally good experience.

The staff were friendly (x 100), and super nice lah!

I laughed like nobody's business at that big pitcher of Pepsi when Esther told me to drink from there, haha! 8 hours with 2 sips of Pepsi and standing throughout was wow, I actually survived!

I can't even remember how many tables I've set and cleared. I enjoyed today, though it was torturous like hell when my legs were near to giving way.

And muahahahaaaa! Siti said we did a GREAT job! :D (x INIFNITY! )
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changed skins, feeling rather energetic now, haha! don't know used how many of purpurblack's skins already, simple and fabcolours coordination. [:

and a oldoldoldold duper old chinese song, finally found it. now i understand why those who listen to eng songs says chi songs are damn emo, :x

taah, i should get some sleep. [:

2008-10-09T23:27:00.000-07:00

Woohs, EOYS ARE OVER!
I don't even wanna say how Bio paper ended the papers on a high note. I'm expecting so much for my results this time. I hope all those time spent studying wasn't in vain. [:

man, i can't believe i spent my afternoon at QTSS instead of at home, catching up on sleep. But, it was quite fun, haha, reminiscing indeed. Upload pics tml or so. [:

Hmm, and I wasn't even home for an hour and off I went to get my birthday present! :D

Got C902, superb camera again. [:
and my w850i is fixed, I don't think I'm ever selling it. Heh.
B-T-W, changed numbers, don't contact the old one, my sister's using it, and she's extremely rude as to ignore the msges meant for me. Get from me my new no.! [:

Okay, sleep now, I have until noon before meeting the rest. :D
and I promised to do alot of things by then, alas.

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Was talking with Wyn on MSN, wah, it's been so long! Now I can't wait to start planning with YK for our 6D gathering in Nov, and I promised yet another person something.

So many promises, so little time.

2008-10-08T20:58:00.000-07:00

DECIDED TO GIVE AMATHS THE BOOT! I'm not gonna study for amaths, not now, not later, maybe tml morning. :D

gonna just concentrate on bio, oops. [:

--
人不犯我，我不犯人。

Bitching entitles me to a good venting session.

I wasn't pleased with you from the start, am so sorry, actually I don't feel so apologetic, just slightly guilty for shooting you so many times. Though I don't think I did any unjust to you.
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woohs, IT'S TML! THE LAST DAY! WAHAHA.

happyhappyhappyhappy, but only 1 marking day to enjoy, cries.
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I SAW CHUA TODAY! haha, that kuku her laughed at me when I bloody hurt my toenail, it effing hurts okay! You good uh! Finish paper already.. still watch what Goong?!!?!!!

See you on 16th OCT! :D :D :D :D :D

-goodness, i just flooded my own tgbrd with replies. :x

2008-10-03T23:04:00.000-07:00

I finally went to make another pair of specs! Woohs. [:
and it's so different from the ka-zhua ones. The uncle&auntie there quite cool uh, got home delivery somemore. :D

Qiqi's grandmama is so damn hip. How I wished mine was too, bah. I spent the time rather well! Instead of pokemon-ing, haha. :D

Considering synyee's offer tml, haha, it's gonna be a weekend of intensive Bio and maybe some Emaths.

I can't fail Chem again, D:
not after spending so much time on it, praypraypray.

Seeing Aileen on tues and weds! :D Amaths won't be that much of a flop then! :D :D :D
ireallydislikemindgames, i'mstoppingeverything, that'sreallyeverything. saisallicarefornow.

2008-10-01T19:10:00.000-07:00

I thought of being a psychologist.
But I should try to handle myself before thinking of that huh?

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Happy Children's Day. [:

i enjoyed the afternoon's fun, haha. :D

2008-09-29T20:47:00.000-07:00

Haha, I got my study schedule drawn up.
-shutup, I know it's like effing too late for that, realized there's only uhm, 12 days to the end of examinations. But I'm sticking to it!

Oh, I wanna watch HouseBunny, and I think there's this bit of me wanting to watch 20th Century Boy, cos the trailer looks cool anddddd it's on my BIRTHDAY! (L)
-but it's swenson's icecream with the old bitching gang that day! :D

My pimple has decided to become 永久居民 below my right nostril already, it's been there for uhm, 13 days and counting, bah.
-it's okay, haha, I am still not gonna torture myself with things like facial cream, cleasing foam and stuffs alike, cos my face doesn't like it. [:

I'm so going crazy. Thought my sister was eating apple when she was sharpening pencil, uhmmm.

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this song makes me so... uhmm.

Jiang Nan - JJ Lin Jun Jie

2008-09-28T17:43:00.000-07:00

i'm so screwed, urgh.

can't seem to start studying at all, shit-o.

I'm so sick of everything, and I'm not who I used to be anymore. If you think you know me, think again.

2008-09-26T20:50:00.000-07:00

Faber Drive's got nice songs!

Haha, tonguetied, when i'm with you, summer fades to fall, second chance and obvious. [:

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sleep now. i'm zonked out.

a thousand apologies! MYL is a riot. :D

2008-09-20T16:23:00.000-07:00

What's with everybody being offline on a nice Saturday afternoon?

I feel so lonely now. Haha.

I seriously don't know what's wrong with me! I wanted to study Chem, so I got all my books and files out and placed them nicely on the computer table. Then, I proceeded to read all my blog entries. Wasted 2 hours, almost 3 in fact, trying out funny stuffs with MSN.

Okay, I wanna go study already. :x

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It's always the times when the housewife isn't home then things like this happens.

MY DAD IS WASHING CLOTHES! WITH HIS HANDS!!!!!!!! ohmyeffingbuddha! I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM WASHING CLOTHES!!

he claimed he didn't know how to operate the washing machine and was afraid he'll spoil it and get nagged by my mummy who's in malaysia. BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW I'M A PRO AT USING THE WASHING MACHINE!!

and I ain't gonna be a spoiler and tell him that, cos it was damn funny when he asked me to go help him soak the laundry and leave the whites one in the basket. Does your daddy do the laundry?

:P
I'm a nice daughter. [:

And he's bring Brother&I out tonight for good food, once again. (:

Oh,

HAPPYBIRTHDAY to JOHHNAYE ! :D

-though you probably won't read this and I hope you won't, haha, I really wanna say 'thanks'.
I never liked doing all the stuffs you asked me to cos almost every task you wanted done was meant for a maid. &that trained me to become a damn good domestic helper. But you never cured my habit of laziness and procrastination. I hate it when you shout back at me whenever I ask you anything, which are likely to be stupid questions. Then I realized, I'm always shouting at you. I'm forever complaining about you to my friends, on this blog, to everyone else who'd listen, but I don't think you ever cared, cos you're a stupid gay who's so vain that all you ever cared was if your hair's gay or not. Or if you're tanned enough. Oops.
I myself don't like having talks Jane (most of the time) cos the topic's rather dry especially with Primary School issues which I can't relate to at all, but you aren't bad when you chat with me, and I'm so surprised you share some stuffs with me, especially about SY. Though when you're warcraft-ing, you tend to ignore me. I think it's funny that you yourself forget your birthday till you saw that pack of sweets with a PostIT note on it hidden in your pillow case when you were about to sleep. You were even more surprised that I remembered it, didn't you? See, I'm such a nice sister. NUM bag on 16th Oct, ok? :D

Your studious manner now always drives me into a guilty state and I'll start studying as well. I don't know why you can top your class for Combined Humanities prelims even though you spot the wrong topic. Though you effing claimed your SBQ is damn zai. But I though it's cos you were actually smart. BBSS wasn't the place for you, and I remembered you saying that you regretted not doing better for PSLE, but was actually thankful cos you ended up as a big fish in a small pond now. It got me thinking that maybe I should have done badly then, or maybe not, cos I'm too easily influenced. And if I ended up being a small fish in a small pond, I'll continue being one. Though now I'm a small fish in a big pond, I'm trying hard to become a medium fish in a big pond. Though my L1R5 owns yours, I'm glad that you actually transformed from a brother I would rather die than acknowledge to one who I am kinda happy for having.

So, all the best for your final lap! :D

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Sigh, since I'm here, might as well talk about ytd's eventful day! [:

From the time we got on 190, I was feeling sleepy cos of the weather and we kinda slept throughout the journey till we reached the int at Outram Park outside SGH.

Brave me approached a kind lady, who kindly gave us directions to Concorde Shopping Centre which was freaking far from where we were. And down into the MRT station we went, ending up on the other side of the road. A nice man was amused by us and told us could get to the other side by the MRT station and we went down again, ending up where we started! Decided to walk to some busstop to take 75, which was supposed to bring us to Great World City where there'd be a black building nearby which is the Holiday Inn hotel with Concorde Shopping Centre inside.

But she cheat us loh! We wanted to go to Great World City to get food and we walked for don't know how long till another nice person lent us his map. AND GWC is damn far from the stupid black building! I think we spent half the day walking around like goondos! But it was quite fun. :X

So it was like this:
bus 190 -> outram park -> asked lady for directions -> mrt station -> other side of road -> nice man told us the other side -> end up at same place -> walked to the said busstop -> bus 75 -> sharp us spotted the 'Concorde Shopping Centre' sign -> got off -> i abandoned them at the side entrance -> went to the main entrance -> found the shopping centre and went up myself while they went to ask the security guard, muahaha. -> went into that ACP place -> TH collected her 'hamper' -> went out of the building in search for food -> walked one big round -> headed off in opposite direction -> walked past Waterfront/ King's Centre -> nice man lent us his map -> 'trekked' to GWC -> finally found GWC and went Macs -> got my coke fix -> sat there eating and talking -> walked out to find no bus stops -> our search for a busstop led by Eunice landed us somewhere in TiongBahru -> bus 970 at 6.48pm -> slept on the bus -> Eunice got off at somewhere in Bt Timah to take bus 985 -> then Xiaoling got off to take bus 157 -> leaving tinghui and I sleeping happily on 970 -> got off at 8.10 pm? -> HOMESWEETHOME! at nearing 8.20pm! :D

So eventful okay! :P

while waiting for them outside ACP.

some very HongKong-looking building while we were walking to busstop for bus 970.

and a very Malaysia-looking coffeeshop.

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On HSK day when CH&EuniceSeow went to watch movie at VivoGV! with KC too, they insist.

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Dirty hand while doing prepwork at 1.30 am, Tuesday morning. :D

Doesn't this look like ChiangHong?! I spotted it! And everyone agrees, haha! :D
T'was one of the senior's Art piece. His concept was brilliant.

All the seniors paint so well lah, am damn scared of next year now.. ]:
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Long update. I totally wasted time here. D:

2008-09-18T20:49:00.000-07:00

The 3-4 hours of chem-ing today was really fun and I learned quite alot of today's session, haha. Alfred and Qiqi are great teachers! :D
looking forward to friday next week, heh. ThankYou, the two great professors! [:

and Jessica for asking me along, haha, we were totally clueless initially. Alfred really can link things, like linkin park! haha! c: and Qiqi gave us homework, to memorize those tables! I will, Ma'am! :D

didn't touch much of the basketball today, maybe another day, haha, grazed my knee though. D: and this invisible cut on my thumb is killing me. D:

early night for today! :D been having an avg of 4.5 hours of sleep this week. I'm so knackered. Nights all! :D

having eating disorder, didn't finish dinner when I didn't even had lunch. Shows that I can resist food! Muahahaha! Money-saving plan will work this time! :D

2008-09-17T22:02:00.000-07:00

UPDATE! ,
haha, I completed my BioSong! In ppt now, but I have no idea how I'm going to sing. Too high for my current hoarse voice.

mundo! haven't studied amaths, and it's 12.30am. ]:

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4hours of sleep didn't put that much harm on me. At least I had SS completed and Art prep somewhat ready, though it looks totally last minute. But I like my piece today!

Few of the fastest to complete, and I didn't realize the previous paper before Sept. Hols was only 2 hours. :x Did mixed pencil mediums, I think it's nice! But CH said I totally cheated loh! Haha, no background and shading more or less created by my magic tool, "colourless blender" pencil! :D

Only got home at almost 8! Tired. D:

and tutoring Jane has got to be the worst thing on Earth. I see John teaching her till he had to use the cane. I thought I needn't resort to that. How wrong was I! I should have just used that cane to whack her. She paid nuts to what I was saying and totally ignored my naggings lah! Same questions with different angle values, she effing can't solve! Man, could have used that time for amaths!

And yeah, amaths test tml. Haven't revised anything at all. Zz. I just feel like sleeping now. And trying out translations online, damnnnnnn. :x

I need my coke fix! :F

2008-09-16T23:44:00.000-07:00

Update: Y'know, another way to keep yourself awake other than coffee is by drinking coke! cos there's caffeine too. [: teh also not bad! more healthy too. haha.

Soon, I'll be able to come up with a book of Staying Up Tips. Hoho. :x

--halfwaythroughprepwork. ]:

It's damn scary to know that the printer's ink is running out already. Goes to show how often I've been using it. :x for copying and printing.

I should count my blessings cos scanning requires no ink whatsoever, just outdid myself by scanning over 20 pages of stuffs today, eeps.

man, I've gotta stay away from the comp already!

I'm not gonna have an early night today. Neither for tomorrow. D:

-onemoremonth!

2008-09-15T20:55:00.000-07:00

who the heck said doomsday was over?!

"all i knw is i dont need a ruler to measure how close we are to exams"

-ms. Random

Wed's our Art Paper, and honestly, I have yet to start my prep work. Cool, let's see how I pull it off on Wed.

Next Tues' EL paper, then SS on Wed. I can't believe the effing school has yet to give us the EOY timetable! How to plan our studies like that!? URGH!

and freaking amaths remedial has to clash with o art. no need pass test already loh, no need take amaths already loh. no need everything already loh. how screwed up man.

I don't like Bibi, now I can't hide anything here! HMMPH. NVM, I HAVE OTHER WAYS! HAHA!

2008-09-15T18:44:00.000-07:00

Let's 回味! :D

this was yeekhang then..

in primary 6. you can spot sophia lur and renxian too, hoho! renxian has never changed eh!

and in sec1! haha! ain't yk cute? other than yeekhang, there's xiaoling with her mango fringe and qiwei! OH! AND CHIANGHONG! his smile never changed, 3 years already leh!!

and of cos, xiaoling's spastic expression.

yk in AUG ~~2008~~ 2007. haha, eating in class eh!

and now you see him all 'matured' and 'better-looking', haha!

QIWEI in AUG 2008.

who finally made some changes to her hair..

but she's got it all tied up now, so what's the diff? haha.

here you go. your actcute series.

xiaoling in DEC 2007.

and xiaoling, with no more fringe!

i wanted to post something about yixin, but realized i don't have her new hair's picture. hmms.

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ms. Random and me, Random. :D

SEE!

how nice can skies be! [:

-sann

2008-09-11T18:11:00.000-07:00

Super lovely right! -laughs- I love skies. Makes me happy. [:

2008-09-09T22:13:00.000-07:00

I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF! I SPENT NO $ TODAY.

weepheewoohee!

i hate having to answer to anyone. it's my fault for not putting it across clear enough. though it would have been more appreciated if i was the one to be blamed for. everything was dumb as it was already.

2008-09-09T00:36:00.000-07:00

it's the i-can't-get-to-sleep syndrome again.

-12.37am.

probably cos of that hour of sleep i got in the evening. i wish i was vulgar by nature. i feel like typing all those damnit stuffs now.

):

2008-09-08T22:29:00.000-07:00

It's damn cool to use your pc without the mouse. Try it! :D
I'm like tab-ing and alt-ing and enter-ing.

this is stupid. maybe it just isn't my day. i don't care more. it's just a waste of time. i can find much useful outlets to waste those hours. i just don't wanna entertain the thought of stoning for hours. if it's any good to what we're facing in 2 weeks' time, then fine. but does it? nuts in the brain. i don't like that, consequences can't be that dire. i'm not being unreasonable, i'm just placing some bets on how many people will be turning up and you know why the others aren't.

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yeekhang said something damn cool today..

me: eh, why the sinAsinA - cosAcosA become (iforgotwhat)?
yeekhang: why your voice so sexy ah?

HAHA, okay, randomness. amaths was totally random, couldn't concentrate with faz randoming beside me. random okay. hmm.

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I can't believe I'm really adopting the 以毒攻毒 route for my throat. Crispy 2pc chicken, ho, I should just slice out my larynx. No more trouble then.

I am lookING forward to doing 100 times of titration tml! -laughs-

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Actually completed that kuku jica essay. It doesn't look persuasive to me, haha. nah, I can't care less. my motto now is: 'Jump first, look later.'

So, damn everything okay, don't let my decisions waver. I just wanna be me.

-bye.

2008-09-06T19:10:00.000-07:00

hmm, tinghui came over for her chem, and we spent 2 hours on the comp, printing her chem ws, photocopying the ss notes, doing heymath.

well, at least i got my ss notes, she got her chem ws. and i'm done with the 2 tests. thanks alot to wqw. though she's reminiscing bbt now.

my butt hurts after the stupid bike that was too high for me.
my throat feels bad after all the sinful food yesterday.

i don't mind getting suspended a day for attire check, since amaths book check's on monday. ahaaa. oops.

steamboat tml! man, good food loves me.

okay, i'm out to dinner now! :D

2008-09-06T14:57:00.000-07:00

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it.

You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. You are a very tidy person. (seriously in a mocking voice?) There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. You often come up with solutions to problems. Your life is always full of changes.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You are self-confident and happy with your life.
--that house quiz on quizbox. ha, so much for soul-searching.

did this some time ago, haven't bothered to post uh.

i'm effing supposed to be chionging my work. blah.

i went as far as to calculate how much time i'll need, it's 10 hours for everything that's left. wow, haha. okay, i need to ls already.

2008-09-04T22:49:00.000-07:00

damn, sexy voice crisis. it's so back to obs man.

what's up with the early fall-in uh, that's so 080808. total waste of time.
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It's damn irritating to realize half the weeks gone and all I've done is to complete 命中, meetdave and mummy3. ugh, how fulfilling that seems.

haha, no one figured out how come qw and i missed each other so much. it'll be better than 'hellobibi', i assure you! Wordpress is so not user-friendly! &no loh! ~~i think,~~ I KNOW I sounded alot like you!

I meant to post on Monday, then Wednesday, but not time you see. I shan't put it off till the post's not valid yeah.

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Promotion day today, had some fun here and there. Definitely wasn't (: in the morning. Felt brighter after 'chopping' the certs in the staffroom.

I so miss art workshop after helping to paint that cloth banner for scouts today. Damn, if only o'art nowadays are that fun. I have a hate-hate relationship with prep/research work.

AHA! QW! chianghong is so peihe uh! I think he likes you more than eunice. But he doesn't message you till 2am, however he wanna go honeymoon with you eh, so what's your catch on that? CHIANGHONG SAID 'THANKS' TO ME TWICE TODAY!? how unbelievable! could be eunice's charm, haha. :D
that was so self-entertaining. [:

I'm damn flabbergasted by whatever some porku said lah, if that's what it takes to be a s, then half the level would be s already! This porku isn't the only one showing those whatever criteria it claims to be s-satisfactory. What the hell is wrong with this porku uh?! I don't feel sorry for who this porku scolded, just disgusted, utterly shocked by whatever this porku says. Man, reflect lah! More&more crazy people in this world. I need a breather.

2008-09-01T06:41:00.000-07:00

1) whaahahah!
it feels like ages.

nah, what am i talking bout? haha

life's boring. i miss QW alot. her laughter, her smile, her voice, argh!
so much so that i let my WHOLE family listen to her sing on the phone. man, she's my bud alright.

pretty cute and all.
edmund isn't anything okay. LALA

2) why? why am i so dumb?
why do i look so distorted?
why do i indulge in a one-sided love?
why the hell i become so irritating whenever im with edmund?
why the hell i love QW so much?

why why why?

im so confused.

3)

you, you, YOU!

have you ever been in love?
horrible, isnt it?
it makes you vulnerable.
it opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
you build this whole armour,
for years,
then some stupid person, no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life.
you give them a piece of you,
they didnt ask for it,
and they do something dumb one day
like kiss you, or smile at you.
and then your life isnt yours anymore.

horrible, isnt it!

2008-08-31T22:50:00.000-07:00

I started my holiday officially by...
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seeing WANGQIWEI the whole afternoon!
We went to look at the 正综NUM today, and yeah ha, I make decisions fast okay! :D
and we spent our first afternoon of the 9days talking like nobody's business. Haha. don't we always, bibi?

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back to zhps ytd, boring blah.
Like what's the use of going when there isn't anyone nor anything to hold us back anymore?
wellwell, bowled @cdans.
I actually went bowling. Ho. Not bad uh, haha! Look at my score:
first game, not bad loh! there's both strike and spare okay!

haha, second game was damn embarrassing. look at the 6 gutters I got consequently. followed by 4 more, LOWEST among the rest. Just take a look at xinyi's score, intimidated man.

I said I dislike bowling, I really do.
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xiaoling and I were comparing the cuteness of our baby nephews/cousins. How can anyone resist the cuteness of this:

i miss joshua damn much!

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mom has afternoons too free, just look at that carrot.
too bad I don't like carrots, unless it's small and insignificant. [:

heh, I forgot how much % alcohol this drink holds, think it's 8.4%.
but quite cool eh! I like the bottle itself. :D
looks so classy beside baron's brew.
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I meant to post on Friday, but hmm, procrastination is my daily habit and I'm too much of a narcissistic person, so.. yeah, it's Sunday today.

&we spent the afternoon selling Christmas, HariRaya and CNY cards to random people.
CWP and civic centre's customer treated us like vermin.

But I like that T&S auntie.
And the Uncle fixing his doorbell.
Not forgetting the Uncle who gave us chewing gum.

I hope I'll remember to send that elderly who was so nice to buy from us without really hearing what TH&I was saying.

Door to door sales turned out fine for just one block. QW's block was really disappointing! HAHA! Let me quote you:

"My block confirm can sell at least 5 packs one!"

and..

"i actually thought that 632 have more charitable people. in the end, including bro and shixian, only three out of the whole block brought one each."

-bibi, http://mssuju.wordpress.com

SEE! and yeah, we totally cannot go studying together.
to qw: we are "-inserts your that phase which you still can't remember-".

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I'm trying to remember everything I wanna post about. Hmm, but I can't. Later, maybe. [:

2008-08-27T21:26:00.000-07:00

man, i didn't know my current skin's so gay, with 'hearts-' as the title.

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totally flunked chemistry, but, i wasn't the lowest! HAHA! there's still some hope i guess. [:
so that's 3 gold medals for me. and eoy is just 3 weeks away, holymama.

I'm so anticipating End Year's India trip! Especially when Aarushi started emailing me last week, like finally. I thought she threw away that Subway serviette with my 'i'll miss you' and stuffs alike written so damn last minute. Maybe she did and then got my email from facebook or something, haha.

teh, there's bio test tml, frats.
cells, movement of substances, nutrients and enzymes. tell me how do i squeeze everything in my peanut-sized brain in one night? i feel like taking mc for tml, haha, and enjoy the fun on friday! then it'll be holiday, i mean intensive studying already. hoho.

i can't wait for friday! i can't wait to bitch with those ppl, i can't wait for the drama that's so gonna happen on friday. i can't wait, i can't wait! and NO! i don't wanna do bowling! stoning in mac is hella a better choice than watching the ball roll into the gutter.

weeps, i totally screwed art paper 2, torturous man, totally didn't had my prep work compiled. good thing it's not counted, but in 3 weeks' time, one more paper 2 to come. cries.

qw's talking to me about hsh and bbt is so tempting. i shouldn't have on-ed this mega distraction. roar.

2008-08-24T21:21:00.000-07:00

hey. i think i have a sleeping disorder.

only fell asleep at 4.30am after doing bio, random hopping, random talks (okay, just 1. no one was online anyway.) and writing things that don't make sense here and there for chinese.

lola, woke up at 6plus 7 to meet yijie for breakfast, haha, pancakes smell so nice. and we were the earliest eh! haha. i can't continue typing, energy zapped out after the whole day, fatigue kicking in, fell asleep in front of pc while watching olympics cc. god, not making sense.

uhm, okay, i wanna go sleep.

2008-08-24T01:38:00.000-07:00

this is crazy. i can't get to sleep. not even tired.. it's like.. 1.33 am! and i'm meeting yijie at 7.30 tml morning! D: this is looneyyyyyyy!

hmm, choices are:
1) just get under the blanket and close my eyes.

2) get some work done.

3) catch up on tudou.

4) continue stoning.

and it's still 1.35am.

it's so hardly ever i post so many posts in a day, woowee.

random:
dad loves westlife. now the car's playing westlife.

even more random:
i decided to wash that dirty piggy which used to be seen hanging on my whitephone.

much more random:
i finished sab's "thicker than water'', didn't like it.

randomest of all:
I AM BORED LAH!!
and it's still 1.37AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what's wrong.what's wrong.what's wrong!?

2008-08-24T00:54:00.000-07:00

And for some comic relief:
Pork (light pink for the colour of piggys.) flavored cup noodles in Phuket! HAHA.

What a way for guys to flaunt their vital parts! There goes their ego! Haha! :D
Oh, &the blue paper on the model says : " STOP! do not touch! -a drawing of hand with a cross on it- please do not touch my c**k! " and the slightly hidden one: "please do not touch or pull "

p.s, just happened to chance upon these pics while browsing through those old files. heh.

2008-08-24T00:35:00.000-07:00

hmm, awhile = 14 hours. [:

haha, I went to sleep like 2 hours after i reached home and dried my hair.

with dragonboat-ing to round up a sucky week, what with getting back my sucky cts and offending people here and there, it wasn't that bad. Haha. Drenched thanks to the pails dumped by the 2 db heads and the rain during the journey back.

Kinda missed OBS after the activity.

Well, good thing I didn't have any aches nor sorethroats after yesterday! Think yongxiang shouted his hoarse. It was a good experience I guess, with the rain while we were on the journey back. and yeah, so agree with ling, dragonboat = NUM! haha!

So.. rx, if you happen to read this, you should have joined db back then! haha! Then you'd be so 'irresistible' as you call yourself now!
Had some long talk with xy and yeah, I do think study's main priority. But sad to say, hardly started on any work today.

Went around with dad&mum to all the breadshops the whole afternoon, got a damn bad headache, probably from the rain. ]: haha, revive the moments of feeling sian just like previous trips. Got lotsa time to do lotsa thinking. but i'm still feeling lost. blah. what a noobshit I am.

oh, and I cutt-ed my hair! AGAIN! From long ponytail with a thin end to a fat&cute tail now. So fluffy. haha. &how i miss swimming after the hairdresser asked if I swim, cos my hair's damn dry. blahhhhhhh.

&xiaoling is so hard to contact! haha! She complains that no one calls/sms her when she's out. But the moment she places her phone aside, she's like in outerspace! I effing thought she was at Namira's party, (turned out no percs went and she was home, laugh at me for the stupidity please..), and called her so many times! Even called huiyi and tinghui (another one who doesn't pick up calls!) to ask for her. SEE, xl! I shan't call you next time! So damn hard to find.

'teambuilding' tml at WCP! haha, brekkie with yijie tml before meeting the class! haha, hope it'll be great! :D

truth be told, i don't even feel like haha-ing now.

2008-08-22T20:31:00.001-07:00

just reached home. am stinky, cold and tired. haha, update in awhile. [:

2008-08-21T22:33:00.000-07:00

Random pictures first.

just look at the skyline! :D

let's all (heart) strawberry kisses. [:

how i wish life isn't all about making choices and a sign would just kindly show me the way.

argh, just wanna fly, farfaraway.

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haha, you see, mood wasn't all that good today. whiney, murderous, pissed, emowreck, moody, whatever, i hate being that way. damn, but it feels good to let it out, not all though. mighty me who loves to bitch has no extend to her bitching. can't help it. life's being a bitch to me now.

i hate it when i say go away and it's still there.

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cheers, failed amaths, that's double maths gone and awaiting chem.
only managed to clear el, chi and bio.
lit and ss, i can't bear much hope other than a B.

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ho, mommy's going looney today. no idea wth's wrong with her. first 10 minutes in the house after band and i get naggings like nobody's business. good for me to be used to it. i was just happily bitching to my brother anyway. serves me right for bitching too much.

me and my mouth. i should have just got it sewn or superglued. just shut up, sandy.

2008-08-20T22:06:00.000-07:00

Effing, my damn chic PC arrived in the afternoon. HAHA, it's that damn ass shiok feeling I'm having now. Been so long since I had this damn ass shiok feeling okay! :D

I really can't stand it. The screen is mega huge, not as big as the one I spotted at roadshow. But the CPU is damn small! Wireless everything somemore! WHITE&CHIO printercumscanner. I was hyperventilating when I reached home eh! omgomgomgomgomg.

Ah, something else to be happy about. Totally passed Chinese! I totally screwed up the 2ClosePassage, thought I was effing gonna fail. BUT I PASSED. passedpassedpassed! with 3.5 marks! HAHA. ~~Made me felt like a cow over the moon okay!~~ But, me being me, I'm so gonna bargain for marks tml. [:

I can't wait to get back Amaths tml, though I'll probably fail it. I hope Murphy's Law work on me! :D

-damn, the keyboard's so mega big compared to laptop's. can't get used to it yet. haha. -

I must emphasize the chicness of my new desktoppppppppppppppppppp! again and again and again! c: c: c:

It's a matter of time before I become nocturnal. So much to do, so little time. D:

and in the midst of this new pc obsession, I totally forgot about studying for tml's amaths and bio. Drats.

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somehow somehow, I understand her feelings. Maybe I've changed as well. But I got this indescribable pleasure that I don't get while I'm standing there with the rest. Instead, I feel like I've broke free, not entirely though, just not tied down, and that's a great feeling. But.. sad to say, I probably won't get to experience it often. Never mind, it's a sinful pleasure. Once in awhile is satisfying. I don't feel guilty in the least, is that why I've changed?

2008-08-19T22:36:00.000-07:00

results quite kuku.

flunk emaths, that's just an understatement uh. I don't even dare to tell Aileen my marks, waiting for this glimmer of hope that amaths will be better..

Bs for both Bio and English. Disappointed with Biology lah, I neglected Olympics to study for it! All cos of last page, totally screwed up that question. I'm so SOB-ing.

2008-08-18T22:01:00.000-07:00

I kinda realized that I haven't been posting properly recently. Blame it on BIBI please, I mean her bibiness, cos all I feel like is gossiping and thus, words don't come out right.

Haha, CTs over, nono, still have that art paper next week. Bored. But if that's a valid reason, haha, it's okay. I'm trying to post discreetly okay. haha.

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I seriously have the determination to study eh! Neglected Olympics for intensive bio. Think it paid off, I hope it does. Haha. ' FIGHTING! GAMBATTE! WOOSH! ' with MeanGirl1 totally worked. With amaths as well, though I'm sure I screwed the graph and qn3. :X

okay. i'm damn sian with posting already.
haiyah, i'm damn pissed with my sister lah. you, little insignificant thing, just shut up and hug your effing bolster lah. stop buzzing around me.

2008-08-16T23:44:00.000-07:00

hahahaa. okay. i feel good today. despite all the procrastination.. i managed to do some work.

i hope that ritual thingy works, i need all the luck for monday's tests. don't let that 2hours of waiting go in vain. haha. and to think bibiwang thought i was at some funeral. ha.

roar, you predicted wrongly anyway, i didn't tear after thinking. i slept while trying to think lah. haha. oh, and i didn't fell asleep in the living room, actually walked back into the room, haha! :D aiyah, the stress business.. hmm, i still don't know what i'm stressing over. haha, your post, hmm, entertaining? not really touching loh, cos of the fact that you publicise your bibiness all over the place? [:

haha, 12lotus just now. i thought it's okay loh.. apparently all the adults thought it was rubbish. no ending nor apparent links so.. it sucks. yeah, but i still think it isn't that bad.

haha, feeling weird. abit ditzy. haha. haaha. shit, i'll be needing a shrink at this rate.

and damn whatever observant ceremony tml. 640 reach sch... it's not every sunday that i feel like cycling. and i effing feel like cycling recently loh. missing out on my sunday family days. ]:

okay, sleep time.
posts are random more or less. just blabbering. haha.

2008-08-15T05:18:00.001-07:00

don't feel good. haha. don't know why. maybe cos of the emaths i screwed up. might be the orhchehs on my right leg, serves me right anyway. could be the weird feeling up there.

i think i should go sleep. oh no, i need some gossips first. i mean talk with bibi.

she and her bibiness, c'mon, you insist that there's nothing? there is, girl, haha, you are crossing that line already, he's over the once bitten twice shy phase, i can so tell. ohkk. hahah.

haiyah, i hope we keep our tradition on monday. i don't wanna miss it. though i do partly, i like the regular 4o's. i sincerely pray no one understands me.

i have so much to say. but i don't even know how to put them in words, nor who to tell.

maybe i'm stressed. but i see no reason to. haha, but all the white hair's proving me wrong. maybe i really am. but over? no idea.

and something is wrong with me!

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i just want a break from everything. drah.
i didn't mean to eavesdrop. but i think my mom is getting me a comp! hahahahaaaaa!! omg, -dies of euphoria-
don't have to wait till nov after bro's o's! :D
definitely cos she wanna stop me from disturbing her all the time to steal the laptop from her. and my constant naggings about me needing a comp.

2008-08-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

haha. haven't had to the time to update yarw.

been having a healthy amount of 12hours of sleep these 2 days, haha, and having weird dreams too.

have yet to start revision. D:
kinda spent the whole afternoon digging out art pieces for ca gradings and found quite alot of memories from 2007, 2006 and 2005. the past just seem so peaceful, had i made a wrong choice?

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send off on thursday was crazy.
rushed to cck park for ccprac after band, went through one round and the 3 of us rushed to the airport. had a longlong talk for the whole trip. and we spent 20 minutes finding our way and the rest in t3. rushed the envelopes and squeezed everything inside the box. haha, hope she loves pink! haha, was home only at 12am. rushed homework and searched for band stuffs. didn't sleep till 2-3am.

woke up at 5.20. like heck, don't know what the hell we doing so early in school when all we did was high-ing in the air rifle range waiting. but i guess few hours of sleep made me super crazy. hoho.

parade sucks.

cheering comp was wooper fun! haha! we won, like omgomgomg, all of us were jumping lah. community singing rocks my sock! haha. seriously crazy, super high.

went for movies with a bunch of wishywashy guys, super great at decision making, haha, and i guess xian enjoyed the companion more than the movie? haha, she had to rush for physio though. susu waited so long to return her bottle! we had somewhat a long talk too?

was home only at 10plus after dinner with fam. returned to find them driving off and yeah, i went for dinner in redhousetee with peshorts. crazy.

slept like a log till 11 in the morning.
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nationalday was somewhat familyday? had a sinful meal, haha, i can't wait for nov. for my large screen pc. urgh, i hate having a brother who's having his o's soon.
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blah, last day to revise before ct week. nights all.

2008-08-05T18:31:00.000-07:00

busy days and i spent a Sunday trying to reflect about my actions but ended up watching hooping dulcinia. hah, so much for dad wanting me to reflect.

can't believe how time passes eh, it's common test next week. and i just screwed up on matrices during today's amaths test. hope my partial fraction and trigo will save the day! :D

uhh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to tripleA girl. haha, stupid tanhuixian, so old already still act cute. haha!
and to kerkjungang as well as yongxiang. haha.

gotta rush out 4 Chinese assignments by friday, thanks to all the procrastination I've done. and I feel super duper sad...

penglaoshi: "even siying, who never ever study, can get 46.5 for this test and got her ju zi correct."
-loosely translated-

how to study Chinese! D: but yeah, first time to get above 4o/60 for Chinese tests. :X sense of satisfaction okay! :D i shall work harder for EOY. haha, prove him wrong! though i think he finds me super irritating. either talking, playing, sleeping or never handing in homework. ]: that's Chinese lesson to me. oops. /:

oh, anyway, spraying shirts are so fun, tripleA's sister, tripleA(II)- huijuan is really super helpful, damn grateful to her man. and i got bitten by a damn mega big ant while sitting on that grassy patch outside her house where we were spraying and mask-taping. sophiasaw is damn cool eh, haha, she coincidentally has medicated oil in her bag. like who carries these kinda thing in their bag nowadays? haha, and she loves mrmuscle. [:

grahhhh, really think this year's ndp is boring. except that we'll be grooving with those people waiting to see the fireworks on 9Aug at esplanade. how cool is that! :D

dang, i have no sense of urgency. I'm suppose to complete my Chineses.

BYE. long time till I update next, time waits for no one!

psst! it's amazing that i've memorized those 8 trigo formulas! wow oh wow. haha!

2008-07-29T06:55:00.000-07:00

maybe i'm the one at fault. urgh. forget everything. i just wanna break away from all this stuff. i can't even talk freely in front of you guys anymore. changes do occur. i just won't make mine that obvious then. sorry if you're gonna be angry. or if you already are.
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hoho.

2008-07-28T20:51:00.000-07:00

bah.

haha, just felt a need to update since bibi (neh!) commented that blogs that aren't updated are super irritating, like her, therefore, i insinuate that she wants me to update. haha. okay.

uhm, slack day today. 3 out of 5 lessons were free period. haha, mslim must be real tired from send off eh.

oh, and big change of seats. supposingly sitting beside the door, then to right under the teachers' nose. now it's in the middle of the classroom. alas. hah. no more yeekhang for me to bully. D: okay, just a joke. cheer up lil guy! :D

controlled democracy, yeah, let's just wait for everything to unfold huh.

i'm not effected just slightly offended by this person, maybe i did suck. never mind, i thought i was being a good source of entertainment on cyber just as i always am to bibi.

alright, homework. buhbye.

2008-07-23T20:45:00.000-07:00

haha, i don't really feel like updating except to say my indian buddy is damn chio and her name's arushi. and that i'm effing considering to migrate to new delhi and enroll in delhi republic school. okay, that was a joke.

but like hell eh, the subject combi they get to choose are SO appealing to us lah, no amaths and there's psychology?

though i've only seen her three times but hey, i can understand her accent!
and mrs selvi is a wonderous cme teacher uh, darn much better than that uh, mr liew? or whatever his name is.

they're going back on sunday, like how time flies eh, can't wait for december to come! i hope the dinner on friday will turn out well, haha.

i still have 1 hour of sob to clear, oh, plus that 1 hour i owned for not reminding the class their hwk. roar.

i think smacking butts is fun. but jieying's smack made me realise it's smacking others and not getting smacked that's fun.

woowee, it's wednesday today and i don't effing know why i got the temptation to quit o' art, risky risky, just 7 subjects is crazy.

i should so go study for biotest tml. tahhhhhh.

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oh, happy birthday to adila last thursday, chinboon last sunday and jessica dearest yesterday!

july bore so many babies. is leo that good a horoscope? haha.

2008-07-17T23:20:00.000-07:00

haha, maybe i'm childish. but hey, doesn't it make you feel better when everything goes well? even a 'hello' brightens up the day. :D

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maybe we were making it too big a fuss, but trust me, your brief phone call so made a difference. i don't believe in conflicts leading to better understanding. i only trust what i feel, our friendship. :D

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haiyah, i still hate people who stereotypes. irritating. grah.
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my voice loud meh? i think i sound like minnie mouse loh. you go study for your olvls lah.
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haha. i shall go read through bio tb and tys. i don't wanna be sob-ing. :D

2008-07-15T22:22:00.000-07:00

have yet to complete that 2 damned duplications. i can't seemed to do crayons, watercolour, and i think i suck at acrylic too. maybe I'm not that much of an arty farty person who'll make nonsensical stuffs look artistic. maybe this isn't what i want either. i don't know.

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there's this urge to pick up photography. ha, maybe i shall. wqw, it's all your fault for asking me go be aunty with you on sat morning. haha. there's this lil interest i have. i don't know.
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i really don't know what are we all coming to. it's partially my fault, i guess. why can't things just clear up like skies do after a storm? can't we all just go back to what we used to be, i missed those times. seriously. maybe it's just things like this that'll test us. i don't know.
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i feel so cheated. went to get that noobshit's present but she wouldn't be in sch tml! but still,
happy birthday, jasmin, you chicken nehneh! :X

i still own renxian the 15 standard hits. haha! happy birthday, sohrx!
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oh, loyal, me? laughs. i have no idea what you're saying.

2008-07-13T20:57:00.000-07:00

Haha, we won by uhm, 200 people more? There were 706 people dancing, inclusive of the ACS psch kids, (who are kinda cute, revealing and funny!), for 1hour plus? Like woah! The damn sun was shining so bright lah, (i so love the sky today loh! )

Sad sad, didn't get to meet up with synyeeeeeee. D:
doubt i'll be going tml either.. YK NEVER ASK ME LOH! asshimasshimasshim! :X

i'll update ltr. [:

2008-07-11T20:17:00.000-07:00

I do have patience kay, synyeeee! :D
if i said i'll wait, i will! c:
--hey, i didn't said you were fickle-minded! just, 3 years was a long wait, you sure it's worth it to give it all up? such things don't fade that easily, you do know that? :D

Oh &are you touched that I waited 2 hours just to talk for say, 30 mins? [: well, I spent the time doing chinese and attempting to study Chem, failed though, am going to consider ch's advice and read the tb.

Haha, I really miss those times when we just chatter on&on in p6. D: meetup again! SL!~
see you on sunday! (:

Blaaaaaah, I thought I had enough of choir concerts already, but I'm going to our school's coming one, hope it's better than NY's sunrise sunset. :X

&&&&&&&&&&& my buddy's name uhh... Aarushi Kalra? wqw oh wqw, your choice matters so.

2008-07-10T21:03:00.000-07:00

So... the 3 of us got into the India exchange trip. And yeahhhhhhh, my dad relented.
and no, i'm not gonna go exploring in the night. :X

I don't think I was wrong in the previous post. End of discussion.
guess that took the price of a spec to figure out huh?

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Uhm, I don't really have much to update. Haha. Except that I have yet to complete a baozhangbaodao, hmm.

2008-07-04T20:09:00.000-07:00

I think my father is insane. He doesn't support me spending time with school people. How weird is that? I thought parents would hope for anything to have their kiddos committed to school and blah. I guess my dad's not a normal adult. To him, I going to any form of class/section gatherings, it's being a total waste of time.

Reasons being: 1) I'm already spending alot of time in school, why should I be actually spending time with these people AGAIN outside school/after school hours. 2) I being a 14 going on 15 girl ought to be home helping out with whatever that's needed to be helped out at home. (snorts. help or not, I get naggings either way.)

How ridiculous, so he prefers me to be going out shopping, playing, partying lah! Interaction with school people also got wrong meh?! You tell me!

Most parents love to have their children going on exchange programmes cos I believe they enjoy knowing that their kid is have both cultural and politically right exposure which is beneficial to their character and personality development, no? I guess, both my dad, and yes, my brother is giving me the benefit of doubt to that. They just don't wanna let me have fun.

Ahem, I assume that my brother is really just jealous that I'm so superbly-actively involved in so many stuffs. (that's what I learn from tinghui.) It's honestly not my fault that I am a sociable person! (laughs.) Well, I'm ranked higher on the social ladder than him anyhow.

SERIOUSLY! What's wrong with me wanting to have fun! People don't get to be 14 all the time!

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blah.

Bazaar was tiring eh! Sweated like hell even before the thing starts. AND I FORGOT TO BRING MY MY SISTER's KIDDY STOOL BACK! Haha, I hope it's still somewhere in the canteen. :X

& being a mole is so .. indescribable lah! All the crawling around sucks, but that's the fun of it all. And I hate junren and jungang for head-shotting me. Oh, add BIBI to the list as well.

I think I'm a superb teacher, wahahahaa. [: okay, maybe not, apparently I dance wrongly too.

Horror movie @ 1130! :D

2008-07-01T22:29:00.000-07:00

EHHHHh.

First week up, reaching the mid of 2nd week now. Super exhausted last Friday that I collasped soon after jc told me the art room's not gonna be open on Sat, which is good, cos I didn't had to wake up early. :X

Haha, successfully didn't touch the laptop for 1 week, but hey! What I'm doing now is so work-related! :D

Owh, I seriously hate it when my brother comes behind me and starts questioning: " you call this work? "

On the contrary, qw my friend, my school life has been hectic like hell, I can't say I don't enjoy life as it is, but a break wouldn't kill. Habits as habits are, with band, art and everything piling on and on, but effing man, I miss TGIFs.

&xl, I didn't mean to not bring sticks and pe.. I'll be a devoted band member despite saying I'll pon few weeks ago.

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honestly, i can't think of anything to post. since the only time I had to use the laptop used to be 5 mins max, mostly reading the others' blog. I can't seem to think of anything I wanna do online now.. haha, I guess I'll update sometime during the weekend. :X

well, i don't know what to make of us now.

2008-06-20T14:54:00.000-07:00

Dang, I really wanted to post about
-Phuket trip,
-Welcome/Farewell Party
-and how I spent my 2 days moping at home

last night.. but, djmax is too irresistible. Plus all the homework, lots undone, I'm still half way through the Bio project. Tsk, should have been a bad person and give myself the easiest job. Okay, just kidding.

Ahh, I'm un-grounded! Or maybe not, just for the night, I get to go to the percBBQ! :D
Partly cos my dad thinks I really can't be kept home for a period longer than 2 days. Got cough on the first day I'm grounded. It's not my fault that I'm so effing socially active y'know, especially when all those events are school related. Goes to show how much of a life I have.

And to think the most hectic week supposingly would become the week I stayed home most, ah, the irony. Foxy would be proud of this, haha! -randomised-

I can't wait for the BBQ! I missed chalet eh! The BBQ is probably gonna be the last fun I'll have till school reopens, which is, *gasp*, 2 days away.

and, i think i lost my journal.

2008-06-18T13:10:00.000-07:00

Feel so damn moody. And it's all your fault! ARGH!

2008-06-13T06:25:00.001-07:00

imma gonna update real soon. yeah, real soon. see ya.

2008-06-07T23:00:00.000-07:00

Alright, new skin up, that's probably good news to xl and qw huh?

Haha, I feel bad to my mom. Just one trip for a tube of sunblock ended up in spending hundreds for much misc stuffs, especially my materialistic wants. Gee.

And my sexaye voice is still with me. Han and Ivy loved my manly voice! :D Too bad that I couldn't share everything about the OBS trip with them and they had to go. D: nevermind! I'll see you guys when I'm back from Phuket! [:

Ahh, flying tomorrow morning.. don't think I'll enjoy it cos of the companions and my voice. Tsk. At least there's the endyear backpacking trip to Australia to look forward to. Thailand for June is such a lousy compensation. Uhm, I don't think anyone quite understand what I'm saying though. :X

Oh, and I'm back to wordy posts state. I can't help but type lots before posting. Oops.

Miss me! I'll be back on the 11th.. which means I'm gonna miss 3 perc pracs. Sorry. Really guilty about that, I'll do my best for the last 2 pracs, or in MrKumar's words, suffer when I come back, and I'm all ready for that. C:

Ireallyjustwannaknowhowyoufeel.Nevermindaboutwhateverthathappens.IfonlyIwasbraveenoughtotaketheplunge.

2008-06-06T21:40:00.000-07:00

I didn't realize how tired I actually am coming back from OBS. But I do after falling asleep infront of the laptop before I even had my dinner at 9pm. Gonna go sleep in awhile..

uhm, updates about some stuff first.

OBS was great lah, only found the last 3 days enjoyable. I am in love with pitching tents. It's so effing fun! And yeah, I superbly enjoy shocking people with my low voice like how huiyi scared people with her effing big blisters during bc period. :D

I lost my voice. It finally came back a lil today and I could say hello and byebye to many many people. I think Kenny is sick of me saying hello to him everytime I see him. Uhm, count Jungang, YeeKhang, Jieying, Fazleen and many many others in as well. :D :D

I'm kinda missing OBS now, though my watch wasn't great. Or that great. Neither were we efficient, punctual, considerate, good at dividing work, initiative nor bonded. Though the guys went through alot of bondage (?) . Everything from day3 onwards made the whole 5 days enjoyable, seriously.

And I'm super duper proud of Magellan for not having to pay for any losses/damages, it's so damn amazing cos we're either always losing/leaving stuffs behind or we don't bother packing it. OH, and and and, Hazirah is really great at finding tentpacks (?)! We lost ten and recouped all of it at the C&C park. Amazing amazing! I'll miss her. ]:

I feel bad towards Agnes, cos it was my fault that the whole Agnes-Russell thing started. But it's so fun! You can't help but admit that eh? :X haha, had a good laugh about it! :D

Livingstone is a great watch too! :D Combined with Magellan, it's Magestone, ( mega-stone ), it's like their watch consist of the many many people I know! Magellan was full of strangers! But not anymore!

Meals together for the last 3 days, going to the showers together, pitching tents and saying corny stuffs here and there really brightens up the whole camping experience. I never knew I am that strong a person, mentally and physically.

Really thankful that I got Iddo as kayaking partner, he's so understanding that as the job of sweeper wasn't that bad. [: navigating for the land exp with diyanah was tiring, stressful and honestly speaking, I felt like giving up entirely towards the end, everyone was tired and the morale was down like hell. Walking into webs, seeing gigantic spiders, making our way through the forest wasn't an easy job. How I ended up having the courage to go up front and lead, I don't know.

and, lunching at 3pm with changrong, renxian and susu was hilarious, we are so not to civilisation state eh! :D

I can't believe I just spent almost half an hour typing on and on, probably ramblings here. Argh, too tired already. Alright, I need sleep.

2008-05-28T20:36:00.000-07:00

Zoomzoom, 5th day of holiday and all I've done is 2emaths paper and a bit of my canvas piece. Grah, gotta stay back tomorrow just to complete it by obs week. ]: I'm neglecting Amaths and every piece of work I find longish. Chem TYS just makes me hate chem more.. I'm bored. Bored. I feel stupid for dropping that damn watercolour palette while walking home, not like my hands were that full from the 2el textbook and darnthickartbookwhichiborrowedforfun. Fortunate enough to not drop it on the road. Now I have to clean and fill it with the colours again. Crap. ~~I feel numb.~~ Probably due to the cold hours in Mos and Mac.

shutitshutitshutitshutit.pullmeoutofthismess! :<

2008-05-26T03:08:00.000-07:00

Hey yah. Supposed to wake early tomorrow for Art even though I only reached home an hour ago. Haha, it's been a family weekend with my cousins. [:

Baby Daryl's big day yesterday and there were like people whom I obviously don't know at Aunt's house, so I was basically void of socialising abilities. /: Fell asleep in han's room, tired for no reason, slept like nobody's business till Mom was done catching up with her sisters.

Spent the whole of Sunday with my cousins, haha, had fun playing couple with Si, my Malaysian cousin. :D Vivo-ed in the afternoon, which was kinda boring cos of the crowds. /: then TelohBlangah park with its Henderson Waves which didn't really had fantastic views but it felt nice beneath the sky but.. it was crowded, again.
Ray got his license and the 8 of us went on a night ride on ourselves with no official adult supervision, haha, kinda scary towards the end. :D Looped around Bras Basah, Bugis, Orchard, City Hall and all. Had supper at Newton food centre.

Just realized those piano vers. songs xav sent me sounded weird, with the piano keys thudding every now and then, it would have been perfect if it was recorded in a studio. /: asking for too much, I guess..

I'm turning nocturnal soon.. It's like 2.46 am now. and. I'm. not. tired. at. all.

Oh.

Watched What Happened In Vegas with han on Thursday night. It has been a long time, hasn't it? Kinda amusing as before the show started, we were like looking around us and saw that the audience consisted mainly of couples.. haha. But, great show it was! :D lotsa humour which I enjoyed. [:

Supposed to do a quiz tagged by Jessica dearest.. but not really in the mood to.. hmm, quiz huh? I shall try :

1. What's your ambition?

-uhm. currently aimless but more or less art-related? /:

2.who is more important to u?friends or boyfriend?

-uhm, let's talk about it when I have the latter. duh, friends.

3. Who is the person u trust most?

-hmm, someone up there.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

-depends on how you see it?.. oh no, I have too much confidence for myself to handle, go figure.

5. Do you like jay chou?

-uhm, soso.

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

-yeah.

7.what is your goal for this year?

-I believe in only exposing it when I've accomplished it.

8.Do you believe in eternity love?

-Somehow, no. Eternity, does that even last? Like even in afterlife and all, not likely huh?

9.Have you broken some one's heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?

-Tickle me.

10.What feeling do you love most?

-uhm, when I know what I've done made somebody else smiled.

11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

-I have a weird fetish.. I prefer guys with nice fingers? uhm, requirements huh? let's not go there..

12.List out 5 best friends of yours(no rank)

-Best friends? That's gotta be irritating Bibi, Ms BL, huixian loves r-t and Happinessfool, no? Oh, one more.. myself? No one knows me better than myself..?

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

-oh yeah, you bet I do.

14. Do you like S.H.E?

-nah ah. soso?

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

-do define important.

16.What would you do for the one you cherish most?

-I'll come up with something when someone is really worth this much cherishing? /:

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.

-tall. gossipy. listener. sharer. friend.

18. What have you done to please yourself?

-I would never do anything that doesn't please myself. Maybe a few times but.. I don't do stuffs I super dislike.

19. IF time were to rewind, when will you wan it to be?

-I don't like to answer questions with 'if'. It's just a word to create even more confusion.

20. What do you want most for your birthday?

-big teddy. [:

not gonna continue with the tags and stuffs. droopy eyes now, bye yah. :D

youneverknew. butnow,youwon'tevenrealized.

2008-05-21T22:04:00.000-07:00

i don't know how to put this across. but, i really want you to know, i hate to see you on the extreme bad end, even if i can't see you. cheer up, nothing is that bad to make one side of you hide. poke that dimple and make him sit up straight! do it, alright? too much sleep will make you braindead! so, wake up! :D

2008-05-20T21:22:00.000-07:00

Haven't been updating. Haven't been using the comp. Haven't been doing anything serious for the past week to be exact. Results sucked, failed double maths again, studying my butt off for just 1 subject, the one that I seriously want to pass just wasn't enough. I hate the way I can't seem to get anything right when I love the subject so much.

Meetup with xinyi, fox, jor and rx on Friday. Fab bunch of ppl when I haven't seen them for quite awhile! :D I so so so so so should have joined in the confer. Urgh, I hate fatigue for invading me. I'll kop the infamous picture of jor&me with our spastic smile and familiar twist some other day. Bff anyone? Awh, I sure do miss them now. ]: I can't make it for the bbq on 9th june. Gee, I wanna play again! :x And xinyi, IT MAKES ALOT OF SENSE! AND.. haha, you won't be able to find any!

I'm waking up so early everyday, early by my own standards, my biological clock has always been set to 10pm. So it's extraordinary for me to be waking at 7 and 8 am. Damn, I need my sleep.

Next week's supposingly holiday.. but 10am-1pm for 5 days plus final painting.. what a great start. :x

OBS, then Phuket which I seriously don't feel like going now, what with the most destestable cousin and spoilt sister. Thanks but no thanks, I'd rather stay in S'pore.

mixedfeelings.

2008-05-08T21:34:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Qiwei!

In your favourite colour, orange and green. I wanna see you smile on Monday, k?
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It's been 2 days since MYEs ended. I guess I kinda screwed every piece of paper. Especially those with blanks, I should have filled in some crap, somehow. Ahh, this has gotta be the only examination whereby I really didn't have time for some of the papers. I really should stop writing in pencil and deciding to rewrite those essay questions.

Grah,iknowi'mgonnafailmybio.it'sscarytoknowthatbesidesmaths,i'mactuallygonnafailanothersubject.damnalltheemotions.

Tomorrow's gonna be a new day, learn to live and love life. I doubt I can do that.

I really count my blessings for every friend or even acquaintance that I know of. But, I'm never much of a friend nor a good one at that. Sorry.

I need enlightenment. And a real good talk.

2008-05-04T23:05:00.000-07:00

Yawns, I'm still at my cousin's house. I think I'm gonna pia the paper2 Aileen gave me ytd when I reach home.

I feel so ashamed of myself. I spent the afternoon watching BrownSugar and flipping through my Bio text randomly, nothing went in, I guess. Let's see, maybe I can stay overnight finishing those concept maps which I started on but made zilch progress throughout the weekend.

Shiokness, just 2 more papers to go and midyears are over. That 1 month of break just seems so bleak. Not alot of enjoyment other than percussion sectionals, obs and chalet. Okay, I shouldn't be demanding.

I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. With trying to study yet nothing goes in.

Anyway, every trip to my cousin's house gives me alot to think about... haha, food for thought.

2008-04-30T22:06:00.000-07:00

Seriously speechless for the papers, high prospects of failing Amaths, argh, I forgot all my friends. I just hope I'll pull through Emaths. Just mt, emaths and bio left.

This seriously doesn't feel like midyears, it's like post exam period lah!

ZZ.

2008-04-22T21:37:00.000-07:00

Grah, it's so irritating, had to use 10 bloody mins to sign in to MSN in order to get someone to help me print the art stuffs. Finished my draft. Hmm, there's still like 124567865432 Amaths question to complete, plus aileen's work and those bio concept maps. I shall be more organised.

I miss MrsCWong as our EL teacher, her lessons are so much more interesting and her level of sarcasm beats MrSiva's by alot.

Boring blah Boring. I wanna start painting soon. No, I wanna do charcoal drawings. Coolayeee~

Sushisushisushisushisushi!

Aw, I can't wait for chalet all of a sudden! ;D

2years ago on this day, I'll remember it forever.

2008-04-21T17:58:00.000-07:00

too nice to resist! I feel like watching it again, grah, excessive use of laptop results in severe procrasination!

Really should be revising for Mole test tomorrow and also finish up my bio exercises and Amaths, failed again, urgh, I will strive for MYE! what a birdbrain.

Anyway, I seriously think cjw find me irritating, haha, but I don't like her either, it's a hate-hate relationship between us, she'll be gone in few weeks' time! Yay for 3P2 and us! Though they say she treats us alot better, ah, that's supposed to make me feel guilty and do some exercises right?

Have to do emaths papers too! My life simply revolves around maths, maths and more maths, it's like there's maths everyday of the week other than Fridays. Which I love alot, cos it's only 3 periods of studying and 1 hour of PE. I love PE. YAY, unlike wqw that obsessed goondo.

They're mugging their arses off somewhere. Hmm, how I wished I had knew my parents won't be home, that'll be some quality study time outside.

Yawns, back to maths.
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16.04.2008
As I passed by the field, walking to the canteen, as always during every wed. It felt weird. Cos there wasn't any people marching on the field. I see no sweaty groups of people in the absurb PE attire with their individual instruments, playing, marching, practicing gimmicks. What a sense of nostalgia..

I miss those days when I pinned for band as I watched them on the field from the DNT block, and also the times when I couldn't help thinking how blessed I was to be able to rest on Weds and attending just 3days not 4. But now, it didn't even matter. Cos the show we had worked so hard for was now over.

Looking at the green site we had worked so hard on, I could see the NPCCs pitching tents by the side, boys having a game of soccer smack right in the middle of the field. Just a period of 3 days, things could change so much.

All that was left on that field which we marched on for at least 2 days in a week were the grass; blades plucked by us as we listened to our leaders speak, growing as they replaced the damaged ones. In time to come, as 2010 comes again, the field wouldn't be ours anymore. We'll be back at our old campus already. 2 years, isn't that a fast period of time?

2006 still feels like a dazed memory of yesterday, when I had the tootest image ever. Those friends I was with, it all seemed weird how things changed. Change, what a funny process.

2008-04-17T19:49:00.000-07:00

Gah. I seriously am too busy mugging, I'm gonna ace my maths, oh yeah, I'm gonna sit at the study table and do all my exercises. Who says bread can't do maths!

I just typed a friggin' long paragraph about band, decided to just backspace it all. I don't really wanna say anything.

I will score for my 2 other mole tests as well. [:

Really not in the mood to type much.. no no no no no no no no no no no no.

i spent 20 mins here, but all i could write was these. no blogging for now.

2008-04-08T21:07:00.000-07:00

I find myself such a fool at times.

Getting into anger fits at myself for some trivial reasons, and even venting it on others. I am not a good friend. Sorry.

4more, just 4 more days.

2008-04-07T19:19:00.000-07:00

5 more days. I just can't imagine life after bandcomp all of a sudden. Being an insignificant flashcard back in Sec1 can never be compared with the times I've spent together with dearest Percussion. I will miss getting tanned with every practice, our $2 lunchbox, the forever insufficient pinkdolphin, our waterbreaks, the fall out moments, the hentas we accumulated, how we cheered one another on. Just 3 more practices and I'll never get to experience any of these anymore.. I really don't mind bandcomp being postponed now. Or maybe when studying is getting a rest, I'll go all out for practices. This is a feeling, the attachment, I've never felt before.

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Somehow, I don't feel guilty by it. Just.. bothered. Argh, am I being too cruel? Maybe. I need another talk! ]:

Anyway, dearest Eileen dropped by and was complaining on and on about the M'sia trip. They said it wasn't fun, thank buddha, else I'd have missed out. Still, I'm glad I chose band.
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I don't like WQWBB, she's so evil. But I count my blessings for knowing her. HAHA!